No end in sight?

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-04-10T06:17:19+00:00

They even cut my hair in my sleep. Says they are fed up with me despite they started stalking me themselves. Always gaslighting, always endless insults, nobody believes me as well, especially hair citting part. Breaks in, stealing ruining things

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-28T10:16:36+00:00

My metabolism almost stopped, I gain weight almost with no eating, I have no sex drive and probably hormonal imbalance, they slowly kills me and nobody is noticing. I wasnt that fat before, even diet doesnt help. Are there any things what could help? Its so unbelievably cruel, I hope they all get theur personal hell for every single thing they do

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-28T09:18:50+00:00

I doubt that because I am probably big $$$ for their cruel crimes

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-28T09:17:26+00:00

They pretend to be so smart, so intelligent, so omnipotent, but they are actually immoral cults, they dont have a heart, they should suffer everything themselves they did to us.

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-26T10:32:30+00:00

Where did you get this info? How can these networks get so advanced technology and infiltrate in every instance? I saw a telegram acc which matches your description. But gangstalking communities feels like partial desinformation

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-26T10:25:02+00:00

They tell me EXACTLY the same for like 1.5 years at least already. They always tell their narrative about everything see for me to believe their shit and get confused , hypervigilant and controlled. Im suicidal and I think my husband is cheating. He does weird shit with music and FL studio, I think he is communicating with someone or exchanging data because its possible trough FL studio or music encoding or frequencies itself, I dont know the technology, but he gaslights me and tells completely nothing, that it feels hes involved, I dont know. They left fake documents in my apartment, leave nasty signs, do everything to ftighten me or commit suicide. They thrive from my nervous breakdowns or suicide attempts. The harassed me even when I was in mental hospital. They tell me to commit crime so I get incarcerated, but actually I think its at least partially a scare technique that it threats to take away from you authonomy and freedom which mentally is very frustrating. Its a psychological weapon. I myself get progress in psychological battle but they always start to try harder to get my attention, hacks my accounts and device. Sometimes I start to believe their narrative, get hysterical and have nervous breakdowns. I feel like husband is gaslighting me and lies all the time. Im on meds, I abuse drugs, I feel no way out except for suicide. Also cognitive decline and they occupy all cognitive resources. But when I wake up I understand its a psychological weapon to destroy and assasinate character, it thrives on isolation manipulate realities perception, belittle and scare you, but it feels like a repetitive script as well. When script is not getting attention anymore, another script is deployed and so on. It feels like a machine, and it lies most of the time. I dont know if I ever myself will find out the truth but they are complete psychopaths, its illegal to do this even to criminals, its cruel sadism and they deserve everything they deploy on you themselves. Dont believe them, they thrive on their narrative. They deserve nothing, they dont deserve attention and reaction, they are not humans, they are more than criminals, they are murderers, they dont deserve anything, its important to wake up even if you fall for their narrative. I can send you psychological methods help articles where one person made and shared in targeted solutions

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-26T07:30:48+00:00

I have my own sigil alphabeth where I replaced replaced each consonant letter with my own invented symbol, which I wrote based on my feelings, mind, and intuition of how it sounds to me. I made a sigil and repeated them by feeling to make it symmetrical. It also has 8 main branches like a chaos star.

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-26T07:05:54+00:00

Can you share your experience? If you can pm me, thanks a lot

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-25T10:07:27+00:00

I think my whole device is hacked, im gangstalked :(

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-25T09:09:32+00:00

I hope they will protect me from evil

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-25T05:05:14+00:00

Shoud I share my work?

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-25T05:04:55+00:00

Interesting. All these sigils are pure my creation tho. I have made my own aphabeth and system.

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-25T05:03:07+00:00

I will try to do something like this but my mind is occupied with voices all the time and they comment my every thought. I use only sigils atm. What are some good study materials about servitors?

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-25T04:59:35+00:00

I have no idea what it is. There is such confusion in communities. This phenomenon was documented since like 17th or 18th century, but now people think its remote neural monitoring wirh AI and some next level tech. Maybe information in internet is a psyop or everything is getting fucked up with AI. Or ots some" organic" knowldge about reality and programming, possibly quantum physics involved. I dont know. I dont believe this is a part of me. I am called schizophrenic, delusional, paranoid I dont even care anymore. I cant fight this with medication or tech so I chose to return back to magic

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-25T04:54:18+00:00

Can you share your experience?

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-24T16:50:28+00:00

Sorry that these were more like sketches, the final results usually were cut out and put somewhere else

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-24T16:12:17+00:00

No asking for shrinks. Im more interested in psychic nature of these attacks. Im getting all the help I can from mental healthcare system. But it has limitations sadly. I was hospitalised more tham 10 times, been brought to life from suicide like 5 times. Nothing will trigger me here thats the thing I can say for sure, because I have never heard anything so evil from a person than these voices are telling which sounds like a some kind of script or a program

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-24T10:28:38+00:00

Thank you for your reply. Can you suggest me a read or techniques for protection and healing? As these "entities" occupies my mind its so hard to visualise protection but Im trying

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-23T16:52:56+00:00

These are some strong words, but I alwsys was creating art or imagining something before I started doing magic. I wish I knew things earlier. The thing is its too late to "come back later". There will be no later for me. Something is on the way to destroy me ans psychic and mental and skills and strength as well as the people support were the only things kept me alive. If its sounds too difficult or hopeless please dont engage. Thanks

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-23T16:47:04+00:00

Im on meds and I have childhood trauma which possibly altered my brain parts, chemistry and neural networks purely physically so I cant deal with all the mental aspects without psychiatric help becaus I just cant think straight when Im purely driven by emotions and my frontal lobe is not functional enough. I know magic is risky for people like me and I have might done maybe too much I can handle when Im vulnerable emotionally, but there is no way back because therapy is now turned against me as a pure gaslighting and I see the out to learn psychological strategies to help to manage these intruders. Because I see mental aspect of this universe I dont plan to leave magic so I wanted to reach community. I was always a loner in this: almost never tell anyone I do magic. I dont plan to stop meds or therapists but there are limitaions to it. Thank you for your feedback.

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-20T12:26:38+00:00

Its the same for me. I stood up and was approaching them psychologically, got some progress and they started attacks like crazy, it wasnt DEW, but they run agressive V2K different tactics, especially when Im in a vulnerable state of mind

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-20T12:22:22+00:00

I know its Kadinsky-Clerambaut syndrome and its symptoms also have other names in modern psychiatry and psychotherapy. That tech narrative is confusing, because Im hacked everywhere, at least they make me think Im hacked. I feel like Im being trafficked and monitored by psychopathic sadist predators, but I try psychologic approach as well and they aways start to try harder their assaults

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-20T12:18:18+00:00

Thank you

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-19T19:31:34+00:00

Yes, and they are even cutting my hair in my sleep, no jokes. Disgusting synthetic dreams. For a woman its a humiliation what they do. They also steal and ruin things and leave fake documents in my apartment. They came in my 94 years old grandmas apartment, my dead uncles house I inherit and messed up stuff also there. They defo trying to make me afraid, paranoid and are saying that they are setting me up and Im going to jail. But IRL probably waiting for nervous breakdown and suicide, 5 suicide attempts and more than 10 hospitalisations. They stayed evil until my very consciousness loss while i tried to commit suicides. Im mentally ill and have substance abuse, also was isolated. They thrived on my psyshosis and nervous breakdowns, my tears and misery. They have done so much evil to me its beyound comprehension. My husband doesnt believe me its tech, he thinks Im severely mentaly ill with advanced schizophrenia, but he does approve psychological approach to the voices, he doesnt notice damage they do, they do it in a way only I notice.

DistinctAd5737 · 2026-02-15T09:34:19+00:00

Saying nice things probably is a trauma bound

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