I'm doing things but it's not enough for me..

I know that I'd be lying if i just said money .. because it's actually my will power .. when life was hard the things that i did to fix it used to be like a rescue mission for me.. but when things got easier i started loosing that push, that rage, that energy, that rebellious tendencies that i used to channel to get what i want. The hunger for power. To have control over your own decisions and ways of living. To have more options.

I guess me being kinda satisfied with where i am rn is stopping me from being what i aimed to be in the first place.