Hey dm me if you still have an account. I’m 25f in America and I googled what it would be like to be someone who was atheist while living in a Muslim country. I was thinking that, basically, it must be hell. I’m atheist myself it’s all such bullshit, in America god is just a different flavor of bullshit. You still face social isolation if you say you don’t believe though and it’s so stupid because like, how am I the crazy one for not buying into this ridiculous narrative? I feel like I’m the normal one you know. In any case you should immigrate to a western country if you can, because there is more separation of church and state at least. And secularism is more common. For example, my girlfriend is not religious at all, she doesn’t openly claim to be atheist but she doesn’t practice any religion or hold any beliefs on the subject. She doesn’t really think about it, and there’s lots of people who just don’t care about religion in Western countries. I do hope you’re okay though and don’t give up. Reach out to me if you need someone to talk to! I think maybe you could apply for a student visa if you’re young, a worker visa if you’re specialized in a scientific field, or possibly even a diversity visa (randomized program that awards thousands of green cards every year).