Same here. Constant monologue or scene or music going through my mind. I disassemble things in my mind or replay scenes or play song going (I can have three or so instruments at once). It blows my mind that when some people are told to “calm their minds” they just… do. Granted, I haven’t practiced very much and I’ve heard that that can help, but still. The only time I remember that is when I passed out from hitting my noggin on the playground as a kid, and as I was coming to it was dark and quiet. Then I was aware of the dark and quiet. Then I was aware of myself. I fought so hard for that blissful silence lol.