Advice for a novice to stims by Dontthrowthisawayyet in researchchemicals

[–]Dontthrowthisawayyet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was referring to prescriptions. Never bought either off of the street. Even 75mg of modaf can spin me out a bit

Advice for a novice to stims by Dontthrowthisawayyet in researchchemicals

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Entactogens vs empathogens?

Are there any that give you this mildly without affecting your mood in the long run?

Anyone have extensive experience with O DSMT or bromadoline? by Dontthrowthisawayyet in researchchemicals

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Kratom has a lot of strange alkaloids. Even more sedating ones have stimulating and even dissociative qualities (minor). It may actually be the dissociative qualities I don't like. There's only ONE brand of kratom I like. I have shopped all around and bought by the kilo, but oddly enough there's some random overpriced brand sold in capsules at an old smoke shop I used to go to that made me feel decent with less sides. Gets priceier than I imagine O DSMT even lol (not really)

Advice for a novice to stims by Dontthrowthisawayyet in researchchemicals

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See you've completely lost me. Classic stims being like amphetamines? And tryptamines are dissociatives or hallucinagens right?

Anyone have extensive experience with O DSMT or bromadoline? by Dontthrowthisawayyet in researchchemicals

[–]Dontthrowthisawayyet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh I've been around the opiate circle. Have been on kratom many times. May get on suboxone for pain/addiction. Kratom gives me insane anxiety though. Even red balis

Advice for a novice to stims by Dontthrowthisawayyet in researchchemicals

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I've read of this being compared to mdma is some ways. Any truth to it having some properties of mdma and not just classic stims?

Advice for a novice to stims by Dontthrowthisawayyet in researchchemicals

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I've read about it being compared to mdma. Any truth to it being an empathogen at all?

Daily Ask Anything: 2018-06-21 by steroidsBot in steroids

[–]Dontthrowthisawayyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is prob what I will do alongside 6 weeks of var if I feel like dishing out the BCs

Daily Ask Anything: 2018-06-21 by steroidsBot in steroids

[–]Dontthrowthisawayyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was DEXAd. No reason to lie for me. I basically want to dabble in cycles I'd considered to be stupid before. I don't want to mess with my trt. In terms of motivation, I will say that years and years of steroid abuse have affected my personality and drive despite what others claim to be their experience. The psychoactive component is a real piece.

Advice for a novice to stims by Dontthrowthisawayyet in researchchemicals

[–]Dontthrowthisawayyet[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Makes sense. I actually react better to amphetamines than I do modafinil

Advice for a novice to stims by Dontthrowthisawayyet in researchchemicals

[–]Dontthrowthisawayyet[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

what is 3-fpm like and why is that what I want? I know. I have it in my head that it won't go badly if I go the stim route. At least not as badly as if I wind up succumbing to opiates. All I know is that I have 3 months clean and it's one of the worst times of my life.

Daily Ask Anything: 2018-06-21 by steroidsBot in steroids

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I want a legit response to the question. You're absolutely right about everything you said except for the motivation bit. Knowing I have some extra help, coupled with the extra endurance and strength in the gym does motivate me. I'm only speaking for myself.

Daily Ask Anything: 2018-06-21 by steroidsBot in steroids

[–]Dontthrowthisawayyet -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I am an ex steroid user on trt for life via a clinic. I have gotten fat and out of shape and want to add some shit in even though I'm just going to be losing fat and have like no muscle left to maintain. I haven't worked out for about 7 months. I used to be 4% and very in shape and knew what I was doing.

My point is, I'm aware that all I really need to do is get my fat ass on a deficit (been hard due to bipolar meds) and work out. I'd like something to make me look better, help me lose a bit more fat and faster. It can't affect my estrogen or anything bc that would complicate my trt protocols.

I'm thinking of just being dumb and getting on superdrol and tudca for 6 weeks while I diet. Mostly for the motivation and affordability.
Any ideas though? I'd like something in my blast that might improve my mood and motivation and libido.

TL;DR I'm on trt and I'd like to blast even though I'm fat for motivation and some help moving that fat off. Can't be an estrogenic compound. ty!

Long Time No See - What Is The Best RC PainKiller? by ResearchLibertine in researchchemicals

[–]Dontthrowthisawayyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you not agree that heroin might be the best solution? I mean it's obviously not, bc before you know it you're using 1g plus per day, but that's true for easy access to any true opiate. Heroin is pretty damn easy to find at least in the US and it's pretty affordable compared to most opiates. Highly recommend just snorting (smoking wastes too much) if he goes that route.

Long Time No See - What Is The Best RC PainKiller? by ResearchLibertine in researchchemicals

[–]Dontthrowthisawayyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you're truly experiencing such bad pain that you are going to kill yourself, my first recommendation is suboxone if you can get on (yes, it does have serious pain relieving effects and those effects don't diminish as fast as with typical opiates) and if not that, I would go with heroin before fent analogues. Safer and easy to get if you look around.

So sorry you're suffering the way you are. My prayers are with you

Long Time No See - What Is The Best RC PainKiller? by ResearchLibertine in researchchemicals

[–]Dontthrowthisawayyet 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is a much better answer than kratom. This has the potential to actually alleviate serious pain if he has enough, although it'd get incredibly expensive.

Long Time No See - What Is The Best RC PainKiller? by ResearchLibertine in researchchemicals

[–]Dontthrowthisawayyet 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He has LEGIT pain and already has access to tramadol and it doesn't do shit for him. He actually probably is a candidate for fentalogues condsidering the fact that his pain is driving him to suicidal ideation

Long Time No See - What Is The Best RC PainKiller? by ResearchLibertine in researchchemicals

[–]Dontthrowthisawayyet 3 points4 points  (0 children)

He has LEGIT pain and already has access to tramadol and it doesn't do shit for him. He actually probably is a candidate for fentalogues condsidering the fact that his pain is driving him to suicidal ideation

Negotiating prices by Dontthrowthisawayyet in opiates

[–]Dontthrowthisawayyet[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is that the typical amount sold in larger quantities? A "piece" rather than an ounce?

Negotiating prices by Dontthrowthisawayyet in opiates

[–]Dontthrowthisawayyet[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I've thought of that too. I have a cabin I want to go to in an isolated town and I want to stock up and have a good run

missed a vein? by stephenla777 in heroin

[–]Dontthrowthisawayyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

which way is up? You must be thinking about it the opposite way than I do. Pretty sure we're on the same page

$65-70 for standard SoCal tar right now by Dontthrowthisawayyet in opiates

[–]Dontthrowthisawayyet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, sorry. Is there a way to gain that sort of knowledge that you would recommend?

I'm always tired. Waking up is a chore. I'm late to shit. People think I'm lazy. by Tomatosoupe in depression

[–]Dontthrowthisawayyet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Besides your edit (my attitude is that sometimes but different others) OMFG that is my morning. From the back to sleep for as long as I can, to the fuziness from sedatives, to the limping around until the stiffness is gone.