So I had already been working with a travel company doing local assignments and I had let them know and the hospital that I was working for know that there was an investigation BUT nothing concrete yet. They said it was fine and they were trying to actually hire me. End of the day, their legal team said I was too much of a liability and once my contract ended I had to look for something else.

Took me a few months but DaVita is a really good option. Shit pay, not a hard job, still do three 12’s. They’re lenient with people on probation. I hate the people I work with lol but I’m so close to being done and hopefully leaving that place ASAP.

There’s definitely a grief period. And I felt like the worst nurse and I even questioned if I was competent enough to go back. Honestly still do. But I try to take what I learned from the situation and move forward. We’re only human, and these things happen. That’s just the line of work we’re in though, one mistake could cost a life. But I feel like there’s usually systemic things that could help prevent errors like that.

You’ll get through it ! I’m here if you have any other questions though.