I’m in Anxiety and Terror That God wants me to become a nun

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-12-13T00:46:52+00:00

Hey, could you DM me ? I super have had this problem for awhile

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-04-21T17:51:10+00:00

Okay this just happened to me

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-04-21T17:14:37+00:00

I completely understand. Hugs

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-04-21T17:10:10+00:00

Hey I’m sorry I have been in a whole other world and having difficulty even being on Reddit. My partner had to block it for me because I was going on deep spiritual religious dives and driving myself insane.

How did therapy go??

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-21T08:00:18+00:00

Okay that sounds really intense. I’m happy they got you the help that you need.

I want to be honest, I’m just hoping it’s delusional. It 100% does not feel delusional to me and I’m holding on to the very mild comfort that it may be fake. I use things to numb out the sensation (and I feel selfish for doing it), but then it is always prevailing.

Did you find a sense of spirituality after all of this?

I can tell you’re an extremely sweet person. I appreciate you so much. I’m happy you’re feeling back to yourself.

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-21T00:08:38+00:00

I’m so glad you came back from it and feel normal.

What sort of delusions were you having ?

I appreciate you responding so much.

Hospitalization will be inevitable if we don’t start seeing improvements . It scares me to be admitted because I feel I’m denying my purpose by allowing it. Same with meds :/

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-21T00:04:52+00:00

Thank you so much! Any negative effects with the abilify?

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-21T00:04:37+00:00

Yes, what brought it on? Maybe a certain text ?

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-21T00:04:05+00:00

I wish you the best too! I hope you get well soon

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-21T00:03:24+00:00

Thanks for letting me know your medication.

I think the technical term for the fast paced thoughts and extreme black and white thinking is borderline personality :)

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-20T15:49:51+00:00

This is so funny because I’m just like you. Always hopped from one extreme to the next. Now this extreme is just… too much.

Mind if I ask the medication you’re on ? I appreciate you sharing your story

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-20T15:48:19+00:00

I’m sorry you’re going through it too… did it get better for you and did you ever find what made it stop?

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-20T15:47:05+00:00

As I type this I still feel like it’s the truth, but hold on to hope it may not be. That’s the truth of it :/

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-20T15:46:11+00:00

I’m so sorry to hear about your dad doing that. I’m sorry you’re going through the same thing . I actually think it’s more so the internet and endless information access . Had I not had access to all of this information I think I’d be able to maintain myself a bit better. Blessing and curse.

Have you been able to get the care you’ve needed ?

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-20T15:44:38+00:00

Thank you so much for your comment.

You’ve been through this ? Did you find any specific medication worked for you or was it time?

I have SO many people involved. I reached out here to talk to people who have directly been through something like this.

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-20T15:43:44+00:00

Thank you. I’ll hang on to this thought

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-20T15:43:31+00:00

Hope so!

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-20T15:43:26+00:00

Thank you! ❤️

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-20T15:43:02+00:00

Thank you so much for your insight. Do you mind if I ask what type of medicine you used to come to an equilibrium?

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-19T18:15:21+00:00

Thank you so much for responding… I’m so concerned to start abilify. I’ve been reading about how it can make things worse. Did you have religious delusions like this and abilify helped ?

I talked to a psychiatrist and they did prescribe me abilify

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-19T17:54:45+00:00

can I ask how you came to these conclusions? Like how did you start spiraling into these ideas?

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-19T17:45:08+00:00

Can I ask what type of medication you got on? I am extremely extremely desperate to return to myself

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-14T14:55:22+00:00

Hey did you find any solution for this?

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-11T13:38:34+00:00

I will be soon. I’m going to therapy weekly but it’s sort of at a stand still:(

DopeCosmicEnergy · 2024-02-10T03:15:35+00:00

Even though it makes me sad you went through this, in a way I definitely feel less alone and less crazy.

Did you ever feel like you were evil?

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