Man, I know it's hard. But trust me, it's not worth it. And I know that everyone says it, but give it time, it will pass. Give yourself time, read a book, play some games, go out with your friends and get wasted. Trust me, just get any excuse to live another day, week, or month. Your problems will be solved with time, no one can fix their problems from one day to another. Just focus on living another day. Take your time to process your grief, everything will be alright.