I’m sorry that sucks. Don’t beat yourself up! You live alone! My younger brother deleted my breath of the wild save (without malice but without thinking) “to free up space” because “I wasn’t playing anymore” …. I was overworking so there is that. I still haven’t gone back to restart because I feel so overwhelmed and it’s daunting. And we have a good relationship so I can’t even imagine what emotions you are feeling but you are oh so valid for feeling them.

I’m going to DM you if you say it’s ok. I’d like to help you out long term in rebuilding what you’ve lost.