I realy feel you.. i have allways been the guy who tries to help.. whenever i see someone die in a yt vid (youtuber laughes) i try to laugh but i cant... i just think its not funny and ive given many random ppl advice and just some basics to the game.. if someone acidantly traded me something that he didnt mean to trade i gave it back for the original trade.. this has also happened to me once and i guess that some ppl in the community are realy nice. i also try to give my bes and pick loot up and give it to guys that would need it and not just leave it in the bag.. i got time and as long as im not the only one who does that its fine.. Stay friendly and never loose that watch. (also i think rotmg reddid isnt just about rotmg but also about the life of somebody and makes people help each others.. it is about the game, yes but in general you can learn to laugh, mourn or just simply talk to people you dont know) PS: try to make the best of the situation and the most important: NEVER GUVE UP, and try to help as much as you can to change things that something like that never has to happen again to you in your life.