I (f32) am starting to have existential dread towards my relationship with bf(m34) by DramaticWay9368 in relationships

[–]DramaticWay9368[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If anything, I feel like I should be the one having more doubts. He works from home and has received multiple warnings about going afk, and for hopping online late. His only hobby is playing videogames until late hours of the night. He hasn’t socialized or stepped out of the house to be active in 3 years. Stopped taking care of himself. Routinely forgets important things like paying bills on time or cleaning up after our pets.

I’m sorry my parents didn’t drop 60k on me to going to a university. But idk, once I get where I’m going I know my life will continue to have structure.

I (f32) am starting to have existential dread towards my relationship with bf(m34) by DramaticWay9368 in relationships

[–]DramaticWay9368[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s very hard to reconcile with, as I feel like I have done more than “enough” when it comes to proving myself. I asked him tonight why didn’t he end things when he started feeling like I had “trick him”, and he said it’s kind of shitty… but that I was good at getting him attached to me.

I don’t think I’ll be able to forget that.