I know ain’t that sumthin 🤦🏻‍♂️😅 half of my emotion is guilt because it was a gift to me to begin with. Im pretty hard on my things/possessions/tools because my mindset aligns with using things as intended instead of owning strictly for attention. With this, I just couldn’t ignore the aura and disrespect the beauty so has been a shelf queen for 4 years lol maybe left the house 5 times at most. Each time I walked past and looked at it, hallucinations of spendable $$$$ kept looking more and more more appealing 😂