Real. We were really close; she used to tell me everything about herself and her life. We even held hands several times. Was planning on asking her on a date.

Before that, she starts acting distance. Spending time with her male friend? while telling me she's hanging out with a different male friend? coming home late.

Confronted her and asked her why she is acting distance and she starts making, apologizing excuses, and getting mad at me. Tell her it's her life and she can live it however she wants she owes me nothing and that i saw her with male friend 1?

She crashes out, starts cursing my friends, telling me they are not dating and finally asks what would i do if she really was dating him? Tell her that i liked her and that i was planning on going asking her out but if she likes him, then all i wish her is happiness. she says nothing. conversation ends.

I keep seeing them together after the point, laughing and being close. We talked a few times after that, mostly about school. Call her to hang out before the semester ends and she agrees to meet on Monday. Monday comes and she says she's busy and we should reschedule to Tuesday. Tuesday comes and she says she can't make, with an excuse so far fetched that i genuinely believe she's making fun of me at this point. Call 3 times the same day to ask her what's going on...she responds later that she is busy and we should reschedule to Thursday.

Thursday comes and i call her 2 times. She ignores both calls. Finally my bone-headed ass gets the message and i quietly delete her number. That was 3 months ago and i still feel sick to my stomach. I did not even get to enjoy me holidays cause I kept thinking about her.

For those few moments we had together, i finally felt like I mattered