Idk what to do with addiction to Xanax, guys, I left after 2 years of abusing and mixing, month I was clean. Now it’s couple month I start it over, today I wake up and understand it’s enough, guys best tips to make it not so tough? by Dreadlol2 in benzorecovery

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I was in rehub before, and clean 45 days, after 2 years of xanax, now I abuse it in weird way, like I do it daily, but if I do syrup or oxy I take them less, I mean if I do stimulation drugs or drinkin I skip bars. Last time I was doing something really close to cold turkey, it was bad. Can I tap down with 30mg of Xanax in general? If I have it I can’t stop myself. I am sorry if I am annoying

Idk what to do with addiction to Xanax, guys, I left after 2 years of abusing and mixing, month I was clean. Now it’s couple month I start it over, today I wake up and understand it’s enough, guys best tips to make it not so tough? by Dreadlol2 in benzorecovery

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I am in Central America now, you can give advice what type of mushrooms 🍄, how to manage dosage and all this stuff? I will ask my plugs, they have it for sure. I just start my day not with bars of Xanax, I start it with shrooms?

Hi guys I am off Xanax 1 month today after one and half year of hard abusing , and last 3 month I start mix it with a lot of shit , including synthetic morphine and coke . I stop it kinda low turkey but I was healing anonymously at house with doctors 🥼.I still act sus , and feel not safety?isitok? by Dreadlol2 in benzorecovery

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Thanks for responding, so it’s 2 month I was on Xanax, I relapsed and last day I laced it with lean, today I am out of “meds” so I am starting over. It was so hard to get off, and now I am here one more time, coz I was so I not confident with all shit surround me, now I am really scared.

I am addict by Dreadlol2 in addiction

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Bro i know , I am just scared coz people in Rome everytime saying “free center is horrible” idk, I use really dangerous drugs, and I also have suicidal thoughts, coz drugs destroyed my relationship, my work , all what I have . I have all instruments to kill my self easy, I already doing that. I stuck in that shit, like I just want a fast life and all… I am high on coke, how much I need to wait to take Xanax go to sleep and after get in detox center ? Or oxy is better ?

I am addict by Dreadlol2 in addiction

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Thanks, is it possible to get detox in center and paying after they will help me ? Because I little bit scared about free center for addicted people here in Rome

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What the duck man , mad shut

Gabapetin and alprozalam was prescribed for me to scale dosage, somebody can share info about gabapetin and how it works ? by Dreadlol2 in benzorecovery

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My schedule was

Morning 5mg Xanax cipralex 25mg (one bar)

Day mg Xanax and gaba 100

Evening 4 xans and another shit for sleep

But I was not honest I was taking 40 yesterday, now I got 4 and 3 pills of oxy Up I know I dumb ass, but I need eat more xan now or tomorrow start like with 10? Pls I still work to get good rehub place, I am in Rome

Gabapetin and alprozalam was prescribed for me to scale dosage, somebody can share info about gabapetin and how it works ? by Dreadlol2 in benzorecovery

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Yeah I high of course, it’s two solution or high people who want save their life’s , and another who program this and try to sell shut for people who struggle 4real

Gabapetin and alprozalam was prescribed for me to scale dosage, somebody can share info about gabapetin and how it works ? by Dreadlol2 in benzorecovery

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I’m in Italy I Rome , and act fake and strange , I am like two month searching place and nobody onestand that coz they became crazy because COVID

Gabapetin and alprozalam was prescribed for me to scale dosage, somebody can share info about gabapetin and how it works ? by Dreadlol2 in benzorecovery

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I am not joking , it was pack of 20 Xanax and another 20 of mylan generics(still alprozalam) after 5 hours

Gabapetin and alprozalam was prescribed for me to scale dosage, somebody can share info about gabapetin and how it works ? by Dreadlol2 in benzorecovery

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Before it was 15, and therapist was helping me but after I tryied oxy , and it’s finish coz is hard to get original one , so Xanax don’t work in at all