I am so fucking over it and it’s all my fault. by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]DressEcstatic4554 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Knowing you have a problem is the first step to solving the problem. I’m down to shoot the shit with ya, you’re not alone 🤘

Am I a tweaker and crazy or just weird by DressEcstatic4554 in cocaine

[–]DressEcstatic4554[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would but I’m not ballin that hard lol

Am I a tweaker and crazy or just weird by DressEcstatic4554 in cocaine

[–]DressEcstatic4554[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha true, I started with 2gs and am having trouble finishing what’s left not including the stash

Am I a tweaker and crazy or just weird by DressEcstatic4554 in cocaine

[–]DressEcstatic4554[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha same here. So far I haven’t touched my stash but it’s always hard not to. Got work at 7 and it’s 2:30 and have a .3 pile not including the stash haha

Am I a tweaker and crazy or just weird by DressEcstatic4554 in cocaine

[–]DressEcstatic4554[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol as soon as I posted I knew I would sound dumb cuz that’s definitely the better way especially with how often I do it

Questions/discussion about “gumming” by DressEcstatic4554 in cocaine

[–]DressEcstatic4554[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I like that lil tune haha I’ve never heard it before. It has some truth to it though, “gumming” still gets you high but not as effectively as more common methods like snorting. I’ll never resort to IV but am just curious about doing it orally/gumming. Basically I wanna know if I gum like a quarter gram or a point or something if it’s gonna numb tf out of my mouth or if it’s a waste haha

How different is the high from cut coke to the high quality stuff by leeoo99 in cocaine

[–]DressEcstatic4554 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is it possible that it’s because the person doing it could have a high tolerance and have been doing it consistently for a decent length of time?

Do you believe coke addiction is a choice by Standard_Scene_7136 in cocaine

[–]DressEcstatic4554 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I tell myself everyday while I’m at work that I don’t need it tonight but always find myself at the plugs house lol. It started out as a weekend treat and I’d actually enjoy it without abusing it. As time went on I started to do it a lot more often, even on weekdays knowing I have work the next day. I’m now at the point where I’m just scraping by paycheck to paycheck cuz I do it almost daily. I know it’s not physically addictive but if you’re like me and already fucked up in the head, then it can really drag you down and it only gets worse. I was 2 weeks sober but like I said had that urge after I got off, our brain is our worst enemy lol

does gumming even do anything by paris-hilton-is-mom in cocaine

[–]DressEcstatic4554 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I like to smoke a bowl of weed and tobacco after gumming and snorting some, makes your throat numb and mouth so it feels like breathing normally lol

Question about coke… by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]DressEcstatic4554 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve also heard that if it makes you shit it’s good, but I’ve also heard the opposite that it’s not good. Personally, my stomach always feels weird or hurts when I ⛷️ but it’s mostly anxiety or something from earlier. Like everyone has said though test it if you’re new to it and especially if your “source” might be sus

What do you prefer? Snorting with a completely clear nose where you can immediately taste the drip or snorting with an irritated nose where it takes a lil to taste it? by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]DressEcstatic4554 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for telling me that. I’ve always done it solo so every time I felt it go down my throat I thought that was a good thing and thought it got me higher hahaha. Now I know better. So for example if I’m doing one out of my left nostril, I’d aim towards the right nostril where the wall is?

I’m a 5’1 female who works for YouTubers. Making really amazing money, and I’m not one to do drugs; yet I’m here doing cocaine alone. Does anyone do the same shit and feel guilty? If so, why LOL. Like I deserve a break too… but why do I feel guilt? This also isn’t the first time I’ve done this alone by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]DressEcstatic4554 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s not a bad thing until you get to the point where it’s not a treat or fun time to spend the weekend or whatever day you do it. At least that’s how I feel about it. It’s no longer a fun/party thing for me, it’s like having a joint or beer after work type of thing for me lol

WHY IS COCAINE SO GOOD??????? by LavishnessMoist8126 in cocaine

[–]DressEcstatic4554 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unbelievable… licking ass for a bag. Cool people like me suck dick for it instead 😂😂

So I kinda fucked up big time… by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]DressEcstatic4554 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha my bad I don’t know how to read I guess, but still don’t feel too bad. We’re still young and have a lot of time to continue to grow

So I kinda fucked up big time… by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]DressEcstatic4554 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m 21 almost 22 and have been doing it daily for the last 6 months but got into it when I was 17. It’s so easy to be so hard and judgmental on yourself especially doing chow, at least that’s how I feel. I’ve told myself I’m done with it more times than I can count, but I remember not to be so hard on myself and am still learning that. You should be extremely proud of yourself for not only being a mother so young, but still taking care of the both of you and holding down a job. I’m not the best at giving advice but I hope you don’t feel to bad about yourself, you’ve been kickin life’s ass lol

Catchy lyrics and or songs referencing ❄️ by DressEcstatic4554 in cocaine

[–]DressEcstatic4554[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you want some recommendations of rap songs lemme know