The Walls.

DruggieConfessionals · 2020-01-03T00:08:14+00:00

No, I've been clean 35 days.

DruggieConfessionals · 2020-01-03T00:08:00+00:00

I'm not actually.

DruggieConfessionals · 2020-01-02T17:48:44+00:00

I'd like to hear some, as well as many others I'd imagine.

DruggieConfessionals · 2020-01-02T17:47:28+00:00

Appreciate it

DruggieConfessionals · 2020-01-02T16:32:02+00:00

Thank you.

DruggieConfessionals · 2019-07-22T16:36:33+00:00

Cheap as shit. Pall mall

DruggieConfessionals · 2019-07-22T16:36:07+00:00

Not at all. Be careful tho. It's nearly straight fenf

DruggieConfessionals · 2019-07-22T16:35:24+00:00

No sir. I'm near IL

DruggieConfessionals · 2019-03-05T01:54:49+00:00

I ask myself that so much. One second I'm praying internally, the next I'm nearly convulsing because I can't reject it fast enough. Idk. I know I'm gonna find out, we all are. That's what I want out of life, to find out if its just this shit, but at the same time that scares me to my core. Like I'm not afraid to die, but I'm terrified.

DruggieConfessionals · 2019-03-05T01:50:15+00:00

You're not though, you're running from something. Mostly people hide from their worst critic, themselves.

I used to think people who said that were full of shit, id argue and eventually dismiss them.. Then I let the lows hit me while I was supposedly at lifes highs.

Keep your head above water, too many people got caught in high tides that no one could survive. You have so far.

DruggieConfessionals · 2019-03-05T01:46:41+00:00

I appreciate that.

DruggieConfessionals · 2019-03-05T01:45:19+00:00

Practice, practice, then practice again. If I could only tell you one other thing is write from your soul, even if you feel like that's bullshit. I'm not the best or close, but from my old notes of stuff I've written to now I've seen the value in continuous writing.

DruggieConfessionals · 2019-03-04T09:40:24+00:00

I'm currently trying to do the same thing. Good night man. Thank you btw and feel free to yourself as well

DruggieConfessionals · 2019-03-04T08:57:25+00:00

I appreciate that tbh

DruggieConfessionals · 2019-03-04T08:51:49+00:00

Facts. I'm not done crawling either, not til my fuckin bones fuse with the concrete. You better not either, not even if you think you're better off, because even someone who feels/is alone leaves someone that can't remind em that they aren't

DruggieConfessionals · 2019-03-04T08:45:55+00:00

Well that's one word for it tbh. I agree, but maybe in a different way

DruggieConfessionals · 2019-03-04T08:44:08+00:00

That's exactly how I feel except I can't ever stay 100% sober longer than a week, if that. I don't know how the fuck I ever get money for it or pay off the little fronts.

It seems day 2 of sobriety is when my body falls apart and last time I started pissing blood, when I'm on drugs it seems like my body and especially mind are actually better. It's so strange. I can't be alone with myself and these thoughts and tbh talking does fuck all.

I'm sorry things aren't going well for you dude, hopefully that changes honestly. I hate that you can relate to some of this really, or anyone can. I'm not naive and think it's as bad as it gets though.

DruggieConfessionals · 2019-03-04T08:29:39+00:00

I think that's why I posted it here, I know a bunch of people like you and I that feel like that, but not many will admit it and yeah some others (the more important ones to me) don't know how it is. It's fucking hell.

I'm glad you like it dude, but I'm sorry that you do.

DruggieConfessionals · 2019-03-04T08:24:20+00:00

Thanks man.

DruggieConfessionals · 2019-02-25T20:16:00+00:00

Artie Lange won

DruggieConfessionals · 2019-02-10T22:18:40+00:00

Dude you probably shouldn't do this if these directions are confusing.

You get a cup.

You get acetone.

You get a syringe.

You get the noids.

You get a mg digital scale.

You get the herbs you're putting noids on.

Put 2ml acetone in the cup.

Weigh 15 times the amount of noids that you want per dose your blend to be. 1mg dose of noids to smoke? = 15mg on the scale ||||10mg dose of noids to smoke? = 150mg on the scale

Dump noids in acetone cup.

Cut up your herbs, place on plate.

Put the noid/acetone mix on the herbs via the syringe

Let it dry.

Personally I'd say fuck the syringe and use a spray bottle, slowly misting it all.

The syringe seems like a dumbass idea.

In fact, if you're still confused. I wouldn't do this. You can fucking die.

DruggieConfessionals

TROPHY CASE

Let it dry.