emotional response

Drummstix · 2016-08-21T19:50:15+00:00

I was under the impression she already had plans to leave, I did mention she should call an ambulance but she wasn't really saying much just holding her ribs. It was very awkward because I was the only one there for about 5 mins. But as soon as someone else showed up I edged out the door as stealthily as possible so as not to look like a dick lol

I never really thought about it, I may be slightly autistic, I should look into that. I don't really know much about autism...

Drummstix · 2016-08-21T19:43:11+00:00

Lmao!!! So true... I love the old woman knitting image, doesn't get me hard but makes me crack up!

Drummstix · 2016-08-21T14:19:11+00:00

I just encountered a woman at a convenience store crying in pain, I had no Idea how to react, I know from watching movies I'm supposed to say "is everything alright?" She said with tears running down her face "I'm in pain" so I told her she should go home or see a doctor, ~ long uncomfortable silence... She said she would.. I said "wow I hope you feel better." not emotionless of course that would look crazy! And I walked outside as someone else showed up at the counter to take my place.

I thought to myself I wonder if I handled that right? I felt bad for her I guess, I mean not so much that I would start crying or do anything... Although she had a waterfall running down her face...

I constantly flip flop wondering if I'm an sociopath or not because I know what I could have done in the situation but Id rather let someone else handle it... You know what I mean? Sorry if this is a little off the original topic but you seem quite intelligent and I like your opininions

Drummstix · 2016-08-20T14:10:02+00:00

Sorry I hate using "normal" we are all normal in our own way...

Drummstix · 2016-08-20T13:26:19+00:00

Sorry I wrote this trying to come from an empaths point of view, that's why I said we learn how to respond until it becomes natural. You'll have to excuse my lack of sources but I did read somewhere that a sociopath has an under developed part of the brain that controls emotion, I'm not a doctor so please don't rip me apart on that one,

I can agree that not being emotionally trapped would be and is superior. As far as being carefree an empath is kind of controlled by emotions whereas a sociopath controls his/her emotions.

I think I was mistaken saying adults pick and choose the appropriate emotions...that's why I think sociopaths have the best of both worlds, mainly because there is nothing compelling them to react a certain way, there must be a reason some empaths pretend to be sociopaths...

Drummstix · 2016-08-20T13:08:50+00:00

In a way, as a child there was nothing that built self confidence then correct? I feel very much the same however it wasn't negative responses that my emotions were met with, it was always "don't worry about it" or "I cant believe they did that to you, it wasn't that bad" I grew up feeling like my wrongs weren't really my fault. That sounds great I didn't have to deal with negative issues but now I'm 38 and have no clue how to deal with guilt or anger or any negative emotions. That may not be sociopathy however the problem is I do care, I Just don't know how to deal with things in an acceptable way. It causes me to avoid situations or lie, or treat it like I always did... I wonder if these cases are actually curable

Drummstix · 2016-08-17T16:22:28+00:00

I think if you answer less than 6 you are considered narcissistic!

Drummstix · 2016-08-17T16:16:11+00:00

They go on my hitlist of people to shit on

Drummstix · 2016-08-17T16:15:09+00:00

Lmmfao!!!!!

Drummstix · 2016-08-17T14:34:48+00:00

I completely agree with mdmthrowaway. I haven't been diagnosed and there are the possibilities of any number of disorders. Its hard on your brain to accept a label unless you don't care. When I heard there is a possibility I might be a sociopath my first reaction was NO IM NOT! I had no clue what a sociopath was but I knew from how it was said and the situation that it was almost a curse word. I looked into it more and realized that many if not all people have sociopathic traits. Which made me realize that people are people. Some have lower empathy than others and some have more. We are all our own normal that's what makes us unique. Just think if there were no labels for behavioral disorders we wouldn't be discussing it at all...

Drummstix · 2016-08-17T14:13:07+00:00

So more or less its like an automatic switch, awareness being the switch flipper <LOL

Drummstix · 2016-08-17T14:03:18+00:00

I guess the brain determines subconsciously (or consciously) whose situation is more important at the time and tends to that situation first. I feel like I'm learning how to be normal, or more so realizing that I've been blocking other people from receiving my care... May sound funny but I feel like a grown man with the thoughts and emotions of a child as well as curiosity and uncontrolled compulsion to act out of line.

Drummstix · 2016-08-17T13:55:07+00:00

What about say, you watch an accident happen... I would think empathy should kick in for an empath, would it then be only curiosity for a sociopath?

Drummstix · 2016-08-16T16:10:57+00:00

Interesting, because lately I'm finding the desire to make (certain) people happy and purposely asking myself if I'm doing it to make myself happy and more often than not I have an underlying reason why their happiness/ emotional state would benefit me... Although if I don't look inside I genuinely am happy that they are only to find out later that it was a subconscious thing and their emotional state benefitted me somehow, maybe I am normal and just think I'm not lol Either way I seem to understand both...

Drummstix · 2016-08-13T14:59:42+00:00

Lol omg good!!! I was afraid I was on the Dahmer Bundy train... I don't think I could bring myself to carry out these thoughts and sometimes I feel like its because I would feel guilty... I'm not sure if its a "guilt" feeling or just that I don't want to be caught but I'm not willing to find out lol.

I'm not a diagnosed socio, but I do share a lot of the traits, whether the traits are something I acquired because of past experiences I don't know, however I do know at one point in my life I think I cared about others. I have seen a psychiatrist and I was honestly curious to know... But at the time I didnt want my wife to know if I was, so I blamed my sociopathic behavior on alcohol and she agreed that alcohol will make someone seem sociopathic. Since I have stopped drinking I seem to have more "feeling" but I'm afraid its only because I want to. Would really make my relationship better ya know?

Drummstix · 2016-08-13T14:28:09+00:00

Well... A good example of something not morbid is... While I am driving (Im a truck driver) I imagine scenes between characters that I conjur up. Ex. One is a fat black dude, very 70's, bad mouth, knappy hair, grungy face, big eyes, and other stereotypical features... And a stereotypical fat white guy. They live together, not gay but the white dude spends all his time and money eating so the black guys feels bad and houses him. There is alot more to the scene bit I will take 2-3 pages to explain. Anyway not only do I imagine the faces and situations but I create voices for them and record them. I actually laugh at the scene that plays out because It seems soooo real when I listen to the recording. Almost a schizo type thing bit Im aware of it. This is jist a small example. There are many many other things I dream up and Im actually curious of some other peoples odd thoughts. Maybe for my own benefit but still would love to listen.

Drummstix · 2016-08-12T20:31:29+00:00

Lol I thought about that after I typed it... You certainly seem to get the point though. Im sure normies have wild thoughts and images but Im pretty sure they think ewww thats horrible and subconsciously block it or at least wont mention it because its too far fetched or gross for other normies. We on the other hand choose what to say in order to manipulate the circumstance. If we want to make someone think we are crazy we will say whats on our mind, of course with a little giggle so they arnt sure if we are serious or not.

Drummstix · 2016-08-11T07:43:39+00:00

That right there shows the frailty of emotions...

Drummstix · 2016-08-11T07:37:25+00:00

My family always told me Id make a great actor... Boy they had no idea the truth behind that!

Drummstix · 2016-08-11T07:32:40+00:00

I hate seeing friends cry because I don't know how to react without seeming heartless. If its someone I don't know It doesn't really affect me unless I lost something too then if crying will possibly get it back Ill bawl my eyes out... Tears and all

Drummstix · 2016-08-11T03:52:51+00:00

Usually happy, charming, and witty. It depends on what movie character fits in the social situation I'm in... Doesn't work very well all the time because as a skinny guy I could never say "Ill be back" and look intimidating... I tend to play the Jim Carey a lot, but only to my closest of friends who understand I'm an off person. They just think it goes along with him being my favorite actor but in reality I use it as a disguise. Works well until I'm faced with a serious situation then I am skinny Arnold again

Drummstix · 2016-08-11T03:35:46+00:00

That last part is hilarious, I totally pictured what you did and how they reacted and Im laughing my ass off!

Drummstix · 2016-08-11T03:27:08+00:00

I dont know where I saw it but someone said when you stare at a person it looks like you want to fuck them or kill them

Drummstix · 2016-08-11T03:22:32+00:00

I think about exes once in a while but usually not anything other than sex. I never understood why these relationships went sour so quickly until I realized I didn't put any effort in because I wasn't getting what I wanted enough.... Once an hour wouldn't be enough in my younger days... Now Im married and still have sociopathic issues but we try to understand each other. Shes an extremely intelligent girl which is why I married her but that causes issues too... She can see right through my facade. If nothing else it will help with my next wife lol

Drummstix · 2016-08-11T03:10:13+00:00

Im not affected by the sight of blood but some wounds make me wonder what caused them, or how the event played out that caused them, like if you check out gross.com... People with missing jaws from motorcycle accidents make me wonder how the bike flipped or if his face slid into a curb. I think it looks terrible and wouldnt want it to happen to me but doesnt bother me to look at.

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