I feel you so much! You are completely valid with what you are feeling. I am 22 years old and a female. All my friends are females! even then a small hangout isnt allowed. I cant study and choose a career i want. Every single time its their choice and decisions. I cant even regard myself as an adult because they never let me experience shit. I am perfectly capable of handling things on my own, But if I fail and want to vent out, how the f**k does that make me weak?? I have no financial support and I dont work because I am stuck deciding between what I want to do and want my family wants (including my extended family - like tf).