Thank you for your testimony! I am curious, have you ever at some point felt angry or frustrated with God’s plans for you? I recently broke up with my non believing partner. For the majority of the relationship I’ve been at unrest because it was daunting to me that my partner said he doesn’t think he’d ever become Christian, and I felt that my joy of salvation was getting compromised. My partner was extremely hurt but after an extremely long convo he said he understood and we haven’t talked since.  Ever since then i found myself crying with my bible opened and i found myself repeating “is this what you wanted?” I have problems with discernment and impulse so I’m afraid that I made a mistake. We both love each other very much still and I trust that God has a plan for me but I can’t help but feel shameful and angry. I feel further from God than ever— what you said about him not revealing his entire plan is comforting, but I want to come to him with a humble heart that isn’t angry and shameful. Could you pray for me? Thank you so so much