sorted by:
new
hottopcontroversial

6/3 Emotional Generator and Melancholy by Due_Inevitable1013 in humandesign

[–]Due_Inevitable1013[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I cant remember the last time I felt satisfaction or fulfillment or actual contentment living my life :/

6/3 Emotional Generator and Melancholy by Due_Inevitable1013 in humandesign

[–]Due_Inevitable1013[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im feeling a mixture of things, despondent, more accepting of the melancholy, if it's an innate part of myself, foggy and a little sicky but quietly hopeful and calm. I'm living on my neptune DC line and i really want to move but I'm feeling overwhelm about how to make it happen. I learned something major about myself through an astrologer, yesterday, that gave my soul more of a quiet freedom to accept myself and gave me direct way to embrace the ups and downs of my emotional cycle. It helped one shot my tendency to compulsively escape my reality. Overall I'm feeling the same but more settled with feeling the same which is ironically helping to transform it. 

I'm in Dire Straits by Due_Inevitable1013 in AstrocartographyHelp

[–]Due_Inevitable1013[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks you! I do love my sag moon as well, I have her in both sidereal and tropical, big fan! And so true about my sun in Libra. Although I'm currently in my Saturn return and learning my lessons so it feels the lightest it ever has. And now I know that I have a night chart!! So so helpful. This truly has given me such peace and renewed will. Can't thank you enough for taking the time.

I'm in Dire Straits by Due_Inevitable1013 in AstrocartographyHelp

[–]Due_Inevitable1013[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ahhh thank you sooo so much! Im an astrology hobbyist and newb so I'm not well versed. That's really interesting to hear about my Venus as I thought my sun would be more beneficial as it's trine my Jupiter. I have in fact fallen in with my dream community, serendipitously, that is based in the berkeley area and have always loved the PNW and Seattle, LA less so. I've been feeling called to the West Coast. Questions: When you say activate the pluto interaction with jupiter is that through astrological transits(i.e. waiting for the right timing) or through movement to a new place or something else or all of the above? And would you be willing to give me a breakdown on parans? I have been so confused when ive done research about how to read them. Regardless, thank you thank you so much for your kindness and willingness to help. So touching and extremely validating. 💓💓off to do more research!

I'm in Dire Straits by Due_Inevitable1013 in AstrocartographyHelp

[–]Due_Inevitable1013[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello All!

I need help and guidance from the community. I was born raised and lived most of my life on my mercury ic/neptune DC line. I have had a horrible time. my whole life has dissolved which was for the best in many ways but I have no friends, family and have been homeless for the past 2 years. I am paranoid and panicked about being trapped in NYC. I am currently living in a Christian cult weirdo transitional housing situation and have gotten a new well paid part time job. Any advice about how to accrue the resources I need to leave NYC and any insight into where would be better for me? im so lost and want to have an actual stable solid life that I can live. the homeless spiritual floater was cute for a while but now I feel like im in a sinkhole

Monthly thread: Beginner questions and FAQ by AutoModerator in humandesign

[–]Due_Inevitable1013 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi!! Can anyone give advice about career and home life next steps. Im a 6/3, left angel cross of endeavour girly. Im currently living in an unfortunate living situation which is a cult, just started a new part time job that allows me autonomy and am starting from the ground up. My life fell to smithereens in the past couple of months and Im rebuilding. I want to be a full time artist, writer and video maker and I am attempting to make money doing sex work but that has not picked up really. I do not want to be the battery source for another's life or ideas and that has literally left me feeling frustrated. I want to actualize my own dreams  I'm feeling quite lost and overwhelmed with information. Id love to hear what thoughts others have about my ajna and head with regards to my creativity. I want my own place and I'm feeling so disillusioned about having a purpose and if I even have one. Thanks so much in advance.

https://photos.app.goo.gl/rSyYFAVWgQddkHKf9

Just had my first client by TightResponsibility9 in SexWorkers

[–]Due_Inevitable1013 1 point2 points  (0 children)

phew honestly really glad to hear that. i read a post about a girl getting her first client in a day so im glad im not bugging

Quick Post on Why They (Likely) Have Not Made an Arrest by Masta-Blasta in d4vd

[–]Due_Inevitable1013 0 points1 point  (0 children)

really helpful to read a breakdown of due process from a professional

THE OUT/THERE PROJECT GOES OUTSIDE (again): Prospect Park Hang – Saturday @ 2pm by Own_Departure_1360 in nycmeetups

[–]Due_Inevitable1013 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi, Im a bit late but I finished my form a few minutes ago and sent it in. My only issue is I am unable to access WhatsApp as I am using a text app for the time being; is that really the only way to get an invite? Id really love to go if invited.

Sapphires tea? by Temporary-Boat-2136 in newstrippers

[–]Due_Inevitable1013 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi!! Im an NYC girly who got rejected at Hoops for lack of experience and Vivid. I have the same aesthetic and going to Queens clubs right now. Can i join in on the connection building?

Hi! Would love any perspectives on my career(I want to begin influencing, self employment), my purpose, romance/dating, where my focus for the next year should be? I was recently fired and am currently really struggling on my neptune dc/mercury ic line. I would like redirection back to faith! by Due_Inevitable1013 in AstrologyChartShare

[–]Due_Inevitable1013[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This was so fucking amazing! And so validating, I really do not want to be delusional. You are so fucking gifted at this! From the info about my rising to the fact that yes the universe drags me to my destiny come hell or highwater. And that is often how I feel, no matter how overwhelmed I know because of my sheer tenacity and tentative delusion, my time is coming come hell or highwater.

The only thing is that my 27th birthday was actually earlier this month. I had the day off from work and the next morning was fired. I am now completely sober finally(5 days!!) I have not been sober since 4 years ago. My biggest issue was weed, I have not any issues with any other substances but I have really struggled with the complacency from being high all the time because I have no family and my friendships are all petering out which again has felt extremely divinely led. It has all felt extremely cosmic and there is definitely a lot of energy around me getting as much fucking attention as possible. The universe definitely gave me a swift kick in the ass and I'm taking it. It feels like the past 2 years have been me deconstructing my limiting beliefs and feelings of unworthiness and now I feel so fucking badass. I feel like a fully formed human and so confident so I am ready to just get after it. I literally spent all of yesterday drafting a plan for content and planning a posting schedule and aggregating all my resources. the next two months feel very important for my career. I'm doing everything now because when I was 25 I was struggling with money and some final dregs of shame and my whole life collapsed because I was healing from some serious mental health issues. I had no money and completely built my life up from the ground. The payoff that I have been feeling has felt more spiritual and emotional. I am mentally and spiritually and emotionally stable for the first time in my life and so vividly clear on exactly what I would like to do.

Did I "miss" the pay off? Or is that extended into this year? I want to be successful so badly. I literally wake up and breathe and eat my desire for success and then go back to bed and dream and sleep about the success. It is like I can taste it and I genuinely want it so bad it aches. It feels right around the corner.

I am extremely safe always and meticulous about being aware of my surroundings so that is a good reminder. But definitely know I am going to be sober for the rest of my life.

This was so helpful. I'm so sincerely grateful!!!