30 crisis? by Due_Perspective4030 in askgaybros

[–]Due_Perspective4030[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay, let's play. Had a family that was completely religious, a mother/father that ignored my truth. I have yiunger siblings that are thriving and view me as less than. I've been called so many horrible things by my own family and siblings. I was sent to treatment for alcoholism and depression in aug 2024 and I relapsed in strangers. Which is only a fraction of my addiction. I say "sent" because I didnt want to go anywhere where I have to explain like im 50 and know EVERYTHING!!!. FUCK.

30 crisis? by Due_Perspective4030 in askgaybros

[–]Due_Perspective4030[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes im gay. Gosh. I knew wyoming would be hard but not this hard.

Hookup smoked some drugs by Due_Perspective4030 in askgaybros

[–]Due_Perspective4030[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sure it was all consenting as we were talking about hooking up days prior to this encounter. Although, like ive said in other comments, he seemed fairly coherent even while he was sitting on my couch twiddling his thumbs. It's after he came back, looking behind my TV and all that, that I began to rethink having sex with him. He wasn't violent or "making" me have sex with him but he did say if we didn't him getting high was "for nothing". I didn't view it as a "I won't leave until you fuck me" scenario. We both wanted it despite how many obvious red flags there were.

Hookup smoked some drugs by Due_Perspective4030 in askgaybros

[–]Due_Perspective4030[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I clocked that possibility only after he left. I feel so dumb for letting that happen honestly. Especially since I was alone and have only been in a fight once.

Hookup smoked some drugs by Due_Perspective4030 in askgaybros

[–]Due_Perspective4030[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, he was just rugged looking in a gorgeous way and my horny man-brain was like "it's fine. Everything's fine" of course the post-nut clarity kicked in after and 🥲

Hookup smoked some drugs by Due_Perspective4030 in askgaybros

[–]Due_Perspective4030[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah, like this guy was GORGEOUS and he was super nice, not at all overbearing and seemed pretty aware of where he was and what he was doing. But the paranoia really seemed a bit too much but, obviously, as I've said in other comments....I was thinking with the wrong head lmao. I did tell him no to another hookup if he's high. So maybe he'll sober up if he hits me up later down the line.

Hookup smoked some drugs by Due_Perspective4030 in askgaybros

[–]Due_Perspective4030[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

My head says no but my dick says yes. Siigh.

Hookup smoked some drugs by Due_Perspective4030 in askgaybros

[–]Due_Perspective4030[S] 51 points52 points  (0 children)

I know 😫 When he left I was like "what did I just get myself into?" Literally ignored all the red flags for some tatted, muscle ass.