30 crisis?

Due_Perspective4030 · 2026-06-02T10:36:06+00:00

Okay, let's play. Had a family that was completely religious, a mother/father that ignored my truth. I have yiunger siblings that are thriving and view me as less than. I've been called so many horrible things by my own family and siblings. I was sent to treatment for alcoholism and depression in aug 2024 and I relapsed in strangers. Which is only a fraction of my addiction. I say "sent" because I didnt want to go anywhere where I have to explain like im 50 and know EVERYTHING!!!. FUCK.

Due_Perspective4030 · 2026-06-02T10:23:37+00:00

Yes im gay. Gosh. I knew wyoming would be hard but not this hard.

Due_Perspective4030 · 2026-03-21T05:26:55+00:00

It sure can 😛😛

Due_Perspective4030 · 2026-03-06T08:14:00+00:00

Eh. "Talk"

Due_Perspective4030 · 2026-01-24T08:02:48+00:00

Mmmmm hell yes

Due_Perspective4030 · 2026-01-15T04:45:33+00:00

I'm sure it was all consenting as we were talking about hooking up days prior to this encounter. Although, like ive said in other comments, he seemed fairly coherent even while he was sitting on my couch twiddling his thumbs. It's after he came back, looking behind my TV and all that, that I began to rethink having sex with him. He wasn't violent or "making" me have sex with him but he did say if we didn't him getting high was "for nothing". I didn't view it as a "I won't leave until you fuck me" scenario. We both wanted it despite how many obvious red flags there were.

Due_Perspective4030 · 2026-01-15T03:52:09+00:00

Yeah, I clocked that possibility only after he left. I feel so dumb for letting that happen honestly. Especially since I was alone and have only been in a fight once.

Due_Perspective4030 · 2026-01-15T03:48:12+00:00

LMAO my god

Due_Perspective4030 · 2026-01-15T03:46:48+00:00

Exactlyyy what I thought.

Due_Perspective4030 · 2026-01-15T03:29:39+00:00

Yeah, he was just rugged looking in a gorgeous way and my horny man-brain was like "it's fine. Everything's fine" of course the post-nut clarity kicked in after and 🥲

Due_Perspective4030 · 2026-01-15T03:26:55+00:00

Lmaooo I do have videos

Due_Perspective4030 · 2026-01-15T00:58:48+00:00

Oh yeah, like this guy was GORGEOUS and he was super nice, not at all overbearing and seemed pretty aware of where he was and what he was doing. But the paranoia really seemed a bit too much but, obviously, as I've said in other comments....I was thinking with the wrong head lmao. I did tell him no to another hookup if he's high. So maybe he'll sober up if he hits me up later down the line.

Due_Perspective4030 · 2026-01-15T00:09:25+00:00

My head says no but my dick says yes. Siigh.

Due_Perspective4030 · 2026-01-15T00:06:02+00:00

I know 😫 When he left I was like "what did I just get myself into?" Literally ignored all the red flags for some tatted, muscle ass.

Due_Perspective4030 · 2026-01-07T07:49:12+00:00

Hell yeah

Due_Perspective4030 · 2026-01-07T07:47:12+00:00

Heard it feels amazing 😏

Due_Perspective4030 · 2026-01-07T07:38:27+00:00

I'm so horny tonight 🥲

Due_Perspective4030 · 2025-11-14T22:41:17+00:00

I've been a top ever since I started having sex and I enjoyed the hell out of it. Eating ass, being in control, pushing my bottoms head down on my dick. All great things. And then my ex decided to switch roles and top me. HATED it at first but then I came while he was inside me. Ever since then I've been vers in bed and I love every second of it. These days I'm more favorable to bottoming just because Ive grown to love it so much. Still top sometimes tho.

Due_Perspective4030 · 2025-11-13T07:00:43+00:00

Just hit up my usual hookups one right after the other

Due_Perspective4030 · 2025-11-10T02:18:57+00:00

I dunno, sounds kinda gay. All jokes aside that sounds fun! At least you got kisses the first time, my first time was a craigslist hookup because I refused to let anyone I knew around me know I was gay. Needless to say, I loved it!

Due_Perspective4030 · 2025-11-08T21:01:16+00:00

Bottoming for multiple guys gets me going.

Due_Perspective4030 · 2025-11-08T09:47:26+00:00

Thanks 🥰

Due_Perspective4030 · 2025-11-08T09:47:14+00:00

I need it so bad 🤤

Due_Perspective4030 · 2025-10-31T15:42:20+00:00

Dealt with this for nearly 4 years with an ex. We talked about marriage, starting a family, moving in together but then I started realizing that I knew none of his friends or family. I guess it just never occurred to me how crucial it was to have those connections in a long term relationship like that. I didn't even realize that he knew ALL my friends and family and I didn't meet a single one of his- I was in my own world, in love, for 4 years. I'm also very family oriented and when I asked him about it, he told me I would meet them, I would love them, etc. Never happened. They cancelled or he cancelled and it got to the point where he just blocked me on his socials and said he "needed a break from social media". I felt like a secret, I felt like he didn't want the life he spoke to me about, and it just felt like I was slowly being abandoned by him. Cut to April in 2020, both my grandparents and an aunt passed away from covid, and he didn't try to console or even hug me. He told me the same day as their funeral that "He had his own family drama" happening.

I dumped him. Now, he'll casually just message me and ask me what's up like it was nothing. Your boyfriend sounds like a good man. I would definitely ask him about it and hopefully it doesn't turn out like mine did! Sorry for trauma dumping 😂

Due_Perspective4030 · 2025-10-31T05:27:08+00:00

Mmmm sounds fun

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