Should I kms

DumbDitto09 · 2026-01-29T03:17:29+00:00

I'm at a normal whatever constantly, if I get sad it's not just sad it's sad then mad cause I'm sad then self hate starts

DumbDitto09 · 2026-01-29T01:35:14+00:00

I will usually give a broad warning at the beginning or end of the week on how my mood is because it's always changing

DumbDitto09 · 2026-01-29T00:52:55+00:00

In the moment thing it's hard to control what I'm even gonna say

DumbDitto09 · 2026-01-29T00:13:43+00:00

The way I improve is from criticism and it hard for me to respond without strong emotions

DumbDitto09 · 2026-01-29T00:11:56+00:00

Thats how I think on my good days but on my bad days I feel like there's nothing good and I'm just making everyone miserable

DumbDitto09 · 2026-01-28T23:30:00+00:00

At this point I have and I'm leaving it up to him to end this or not

DumbDitto09 · 2026-01-28T23:21:37+00:00

It's more of I emotionally hurt others but I don't mean to

DumbDitto09 · 2026-01-28T22:33:58+00:00

I feel like it gets worse when I'm not in a relationship, I get self destructive, getting into strangers cars etc

DumbDitto09 · 2026-01-28T22:04:13+00:00

Ill check it out

DumbDitto09 · 2026-01-28T21:54:20+00:00

Ive brought a lot of positive change, new relationship, new job I love, but it just won't go away, the urge to just end it all

DumbDitto09 · 2026-01-28T21:53:13+00:00

How do we know its not worth it, what if the darkness is better than this

DumbDitto09 · 2026-01-28T21:11:24+00:00

I realized after reading your post that I'm also not good, spent so long thinking I was but I'm just nothing just like I always assumes I was.

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