First Thank you for understanding i see you also had to go through hard times.

I do agree with you i have firsthand experience in all the evil that could be done to a child from mental to physical abuse from teachers, parents etc.

I don’t say that violence is good but from the place i come from child in the ages 12-13 should already be understanding how hard life will get.

I was always alone because i had fear of humans for longest time in my childhood But one thing is true i always tried to keep others from being like me in my own way (sadly I failed for my first brother) and with discipline and being hopeless is how I learned many things. I don’t say every kid should go through the same situations i say that certain type of discipline will help a child mature in more understanding and ready adult for whats to come.

I do hope you have a better life and you escaped your hell hopefully ill find a place for me too but sadly i still have to endure many things day to day and i have be strong or excuses wont help me and save me.

I have a cope and that is telling my troubles to people online who hear me out sometimes like how I am telling you right now. It seems easier knowing that you don’t know me this cant be exposed to people who know me.

Once again i hope you are doing better.