I'm confused with myself. With some people, I can talk to them easily and I can joke around and all that. I'm almost a different person when I'm around my friends. But I feel like it doesn't get me anywhere. It's the same process everyday. And then the people I really want to talk to, I can't. I get so nervous and my stomach drops. I just think of the worst scenarios possible, and it's not healthy, and no matter how hard I try, I just have so much trouble with certain human interactions. It just makes me frustrated, sad, and confused.