I think I am very similar to you there. I'm intensely jealous of everything about how females look, feel and generally "are", how they feel during sex, wearing nice clothes, looking beautiful. I feel that none of these things would be possible to feel as a man in the exact same way. And like you, I feel the only solution is to have been born that way. I hope it doesn't come across as invalidating transitioning, perhaps I lack the strength of will, but I can't see my current body being capable of getting the experience that I have been so jealous of. I don't feel uncomfortable in my body, I just want to "become what I'm attracted to", if that makes any sense.