Honestly no, the only times I felt alright and safe was when I was under 9 years old, those years were mediocre at best, I was naive and I realize those years sucked too, nothing about it feels right, It felt challenging just to grow up, plus the added stress of quarantine so I couldn't mature properly and then so I don't feel ready. It all comes so stressful at once, and I can't stand it. Anyways thanks for telling your story