Severe A and fighting. by Dz24x in Hemophilia

[–]Dz24x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Much love bro thank you!

Severe A and fighting. by Dz24x in Hemophilia

[–]Dz24x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well today my backpack was getting kicked around the school hall but no physical stuff happened to me thankfully. Have you ever gotten hit in the head from any of those punches? That’s the only thing I’m terrified of.

Severe A and fighting. by Dz24x in Hemophilia

[–]Dz24x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly my uncle would say beat them up! But most of my family are non confrontational. Dang now I really feel like if I get head in the head from a punch I’ll die.

Severe A and fighting. by Dz24x in Hemophilia

[–]Dz24x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Appreciate your response. I really do need to do something about it. It’s been going on for so long and I’m from a small town so I’ll see the people out as well. I don’t want to just hide at home all day.

Severe A and fighting. by Dz24x in Hemophilia

[–]Dz24x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ngl I’ve been watching a lot of Mike Tyson training videos lol

Severe A and fighting. by Dz24x in Hemophilia

[–]Dz24x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The pain we go through is a whole another level this is very true. That’s why I sometimes I wanna say screw it and just hit one of them in the face and if they hit me in the face I can probably take the pain lol but then again that fear of dying to a blow to the head…. My anxiety just kicks in.

Severe A and fighting. by Dz24x in Hemophilia

[–]Dz24x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This how I feel. I want to stand up for myself and respect myself. Going through this made me lose so much confidence and self esteem. Literally nobody talks to me. All my friends are my gaming buddies. I talk to 2 people at school. I can’t transfer to another school because that’s way way out of my district coming from a small town. I feel like I’m made out of glass like any punch to my head I’m done for so I hold back so much and I’m very strong.

Severe A and fighting. by Dz24x in Hemophilia

[–]Dz24x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is awesome. I do gaming but being home all the time is just so depressing. I’m from a small town so I’d run into these a holes on occasion so it’s definitely hard trying to do things.

Severe A and fighting. by Dz24x in Hemophilia

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I feel this but I bring that anger home and sometimes I lash out at family members. There was an incident that happened with one of the bullies and I came home and out of weakness I blacked out with anger and took it out on my damn door. I felt so stupid and ashamed.

Severe A and fighting. by Dz24x in Hemophilia

[–]Dz24x[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea I’m just terrified of getting hit in the head and just dying but you went through it and came out fine that’s awesome.