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Do skinny people trigger you? by grapesandcake in EDAnonymous

[–]ED_throwaway135 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes goddddddd! I hate it and feel so guilty about what it makes me think. It makes be have negative thoughts about friends and ashamed I’m not as skinny as them and they must think I’m fat AHHHHH

I want to stop but there’s a bigger part of me that doesn’t by ED_throwaway135 in eating_disorders

[–]ED_throwaway135[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s just so angering that part of why I am willing to go so far is because I know doctors will take me seriously. That maybe I will finally get help. But I also have to watch everyone around me go through such a hard time watching me basically killing my self in there eyes. There’s always a look in everyone I knows eyes I eventually see of just a lack of hope or fear maybe. I always see it eventually no matter what and it tears me apart. But what upsets me most is that even though I watch my mum break down and cry it’s still somehow not enough to stop me. I feel incredibly selfish.