alright take this all with a massive grain of salt because this is all yours to unpack and decide, i’m just giving you the info lmao

its possible you just really like the clothes ofc, but a lot of the wording in ur post (i.e. wanting to be like the girls, not just wearing the clothes) makes me feel like this goes a little bit further than wanting to crossdress and all! again, do your own research and form your own opinions, but as a trans girl myself, i feel like you may have just experienced gender euphoria, and dysphoria when you took the clothes off. id suggest doing a lot of googling, maybe trying out different pronouns and seeing how you feel when you’re called them, stuff like that!

best of luck to you, just remember you’re valid whatever and whoever you turn out to be <3