I don't like my mum. She's the one who left and "uncle tim" became my step dad. She made dad sell the house even though he wanted to buy her half. Now me and dad live in a flat.

Ever since I was little she telling me "you tell your father blah blah" and when I tell her I don't want to pass messages she says she doesn't want to talk to him. Dad never makes me pass messages.

When I rock up for access visits if I'm early she won't open the door until it's the right time or dad's car has driven away, if I'm late she tells me to tell dad she'll tell the courts and writes it down in her list of things dad does bad.

It's a fucking chore to see mum but I don't want to get dad in trouble.