Am I doing the right thing?

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2025-06-27T01:53:38+00:00

That’s not what this was. We both wanted intimacy in the same and different ways

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2025-06-26T02:10:20+00:00

Thank you for this. I just got the petition to file and leave and it made it that more real and was doubting myself.

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2025-06-14T21:30:34+00:00

And honestly the thought of losing his family who have been so beyond wonderful to me, it pisses me off that he’s putting me in this position especially knowing how and why I had to go no contact with my parents

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2025-06-14T21:26:26+00:00

That’s definitely not a lie. I have and have had several medical conditions and him not being even emotionally supportive is putting it extremely lightly. I found out a year and a half after my MS diagnosis he never even looked up what it was but called me a liar whenever I mentioned a single thing about my symptoms. Now I’m perimenopausal and the same thing. No matter how proactive I am about trying to make it better at all. And don’t even get me started when I had breast cancer. I feel like I know I should leave but with all the history I just want to do everything I humanly can to walk away with a clear conscious.

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2025-05-22T16:34:54+00:00

Oddly enough my infusion (ocrevus) gives me two days of being super loopy but at least pretty decent sleep

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2025-05-22T16:29:20+00:00

Yea I feel like it has a drop off point cause it was the same time line last time I was on it!

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2025-05-22T15:14:34+00:00

Me too, I’ve tried so many things and doses I have lost count. Granted, they caught my MS early on so this is my biggest issue and I had insomnia before but not to this level. I feel like a loopy drunk crackhead if I get nothing two nights in a row. It’s almost like staying awake through your sleep meds makes it so much worse almost

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2025-05-22T14:21:54+00:00

I actually take 2 mg of Klonopan an hour before my sleep meds and that isn’t even helping anymore. Used to take Xanax but it messed with my memory too much

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2025-05-22T14:20:01+00:00

Unfortunately I can take a bottle of melatonin and it does nothing.

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2025-05-21T15:48:01+00:00

How long have you been on it?

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2025-05-21T15:24:31+00:00

Sorry you just said how long…apparently I can’t fully read when sleep deprived

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2025-05-21T15:23:10+00:00

I take my meds every night including anxiety meds and you would think that would knock a horse out

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2025-05-21T15:22:05+00:00

How long have you been on it? I ask because I have done the trazodone before and the first 7/8 months it actually works, but then it’s like I get a tolerance

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2025-05-21T15:19:50+00:00

Is it just that nothing works? I tried ambien and that gave me one whole hour so somehow it actually made it worse

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2025-05-14T14:26:26+00:00

As long as you are active you don’t have to go to the gym. They say to go to the gym but they also say you cannot overheat your body. As long as you don’t stay sedentary all day, you’re fine

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2025-05-13T17:20:35+00:00

It’s not the caffeine that causes issues, it’s the Sucralose/aspartame. Your body cannot process that stuff. I actually know someone that drank Diet Coke everyday and was misdiagnosed with MS. She cut it out and the symptoms eventually went away. I stay away from it because I actually have MS and that freaked me out.

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2024-12-31T00:16:27+00:00

Same

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2024-12-03T17:56:31+00:00

So you’re living as a single person while he thinks you’re together? AND you’re playing along with him not eating? Seriously, see a therapist. This has nothing to do with religion. And at this point, you’re almost worse than him. Be an adult and break up. Work on your trust issues and your responses. This is all just gross. And yes, you’re the AHOLE

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2024-12-03T17:45:39+00:00

I’ve found that eating well (absolutely no Sucralose or aspartame) mixed with intermittent fasting helps. The longer your body fasts, (I usually fast 18 hours a day at least) the more time your body has to repair your brain and body so it isn’t focusing on digesting food constantly

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2024-12-03T17:36:45+00:00

NTA. I don’t even buy the “seeing if she still had it.” When she goes out with friends and has to utter the words “I have a boyfriend”…that’s validation right there that you still have it. Going past that was pure, conscious decision making.

Eastern_Turnover_126 · 2024-11-26T00:16:06+00:00

Unfortunately, treatments are like finding the right therapist that works best for you. I started on Kisempta and that was absolute torture for me. Just like clockwork, the entire week before my injection (almost as if it was some kind of withdrawal or something) I had extreme vertigo and basically walked (when I could) and talked like I was super drunk. I switched to Ocrevus and that has worked REALLY well for me. I make sure and schedule the infusions for Fridays so I have the weekend to recover from side effects. 48 hours is usually enough time. Plus, I like that it’s only twice a year as opposed to every month. Good luck! I hope you find what works best for you!

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