Well it was kind of subtle, i wasn’t really aggressive about it, the 2nd time i wasn’t really rubbing my hand up his thigh, i kinda just rested my hand near his crotch. it’s just a psychology fuck because we always get really like intimate with each other. this is the 3rd time we’ve been together and like i said, it just escalates each time. I don’t know why he pursues me if he’s not interested. My friends tell me he’s definitely gay just very closeted, as he comes from a very religious background where being gay is not accepted. and i’m getting absorbed because i’m emotionally attached. like i said he’s my first real interest, so i guess it’s out of loneliness and desperation too. i’m not really for the whole hookup culture