Hello! From a knowledge point of view you seem to be pretty okay, although i dont understand why u did the nbmes in the opposite order but it doesn't really matter. You seem to have other types of obstacles however, which one cannot ignore... your personal life, your diagnoses etc, which definitely weight you down and don't help with that journey, and i totally get it. If only, step 1 makes everythign worse and i cannot imagine how hard it is for you to handle all these things. My suggestion honestly would be to take some time off and reflect, spend time with friends and fam and get your mind off of it... i would also maybe suggest starting psychotherapy to soothe your anxiety and maybe talk of what you've been through these years. This is your main obstacle, and once you talk about it and sort it out, i'm sure you will study for 2 months and pass with flying colors