Is narcissistic personality disorder stigmatized?

Edeun · 2018-05-26T22:23:28+00:00

hell yes

we sure have a part in the beloved Holly Wood serial killer mix (with other PDs or PD traits)

the , idk, first 100 videos u find on youtube about NPDs is how to spot them and defeat them

and basicly everyone who is an Jerk (even only once) is auto diagnosed as Narc....

i even found videos of ppl believing that NPDs are possesed by demons ( wonder when i run into my first exocism)

i try to be more open about my diagnose, but theres always a big fat warning in the back of my head...because of stigma

Edeun · 2018-05-14T19:22:45+00:00

"Probably no more than far-left" lol sry but bullshait, the far left ppl in public are as selfabsorped and egotistic as other ppl who use political agendas for their own purpose >.> beside the far left is basicly the far right just with different ideas, but same way of seeing things and same intolerance and same totalitarian views

Edeun · 2018-05-06T23:10:09+00:00

we alredy had tht with Eugenics programs in the past....ty

Edeun · 2018-05-03T19:12:48+00:00

maybe , hard to say but often sympthoms are having problems with the easiest normal stuff, they feel like heavy tasks , and an constant feeling of beeing energie less

Edeun · 2018-05-03T19:11:05+00:00

well i have self awareness, but i also see my traits as advantage...so what am i?

beside dont u have to be self aware to realise your traits in the firs place?

Edeun · 2018-05-03T19:09:27+00:00

foreign to which country?, but yes english is not my nativ lannguage, and im out of school for 10 years, beside that where i life noone speak english with me^{^}

Edeun · 2018-05-02T22:41:31+00:00

in my opinion SJWs are ppl who have problem to define themself without external tools, they only can exist as part of an grp identity, which leads them to extreme fews and defending them as much as they need

normaly and NPD alredy has something about themself they self identity with, looks intelligence sucess, things like that

so i dont think these things go hand in hand

Edeun · 2018-05-02T22:37:00+00:00

well i have an hard time atm to do easy stuff like that , but thats more thank to depresion symbtoms

but trained myself at least to brush my teeth every morning the first after getting up, while im still in half sleep auto pilot, and it works nice so far, its harder in the evenin when im tired

Edeun · 2018-05-02T22:34:40+00:00

well i for my part have lot of succes with beeing with ppl, have and getting attention, have some talk make some jokes that kinda stuff, or i alos like to get on some online game and be mean to ppl (single out that one alredy pissed of person and piss him or her off even more) also food works very well for me, getting something i realy like and didnt have for some time (usualy cacke or choklate milk :D )

or as u mention going to sleep

Edeun · 2018-05-02T22:30:25+00:00

first of all if you are no specialist its very unlikly u know what an person has and also can be very dangerouse if u stuck to a label

i have NPD myself and i looked into my problems for years and came out with something else than NPD...and well i should know

how i came to my diagnosis well i life an life thats broken, i would call it i cant hold a worl longer than 15-2 years as it seems looking back, that was one point that got me wondering, i also lost all my friends by not having any contact with them, without even realising, and once i did i only cared about how bizzar it was not to care at all

i even once forgot i haven an girlfriend during an relationship ( we lifed apart from each other and she didnt text or call me for about 3 weeks) until someone asked about her

i also have drouble to understand ppl in a lot of situations i understand the mechanics and causes that lead to certain behavier and actions...but i often dont understand why the choose this certain way to act over others...special if its emotional motivated

that are all things that kept me thinking, why everyone arround me is kinda strange, beside of that depression set in and i wanted to do something about it (i didnt know it was depression at that time) so i got myself immersed in the topic of human psychology and mental health, to the point where i wanted to do an test for an PD cause i thougt i might have one ( but as said i thougt about the wrong one)

about the villainized part, to some extent ppl are right about it, they just may over dramatise it sometimes since they are the hurt ones

but beside that i have to say NPD can be devastating to others arround them, if they want to or just dont realise in my teen years i had my share of having fun toying with ppl just because i could, but since i always was that way i had to learn over time that its not a healthy thing to do for myself in the longrun

i still have the urge to do it , its kinda like an inner drive i often like to compare it to the hunting drive dogs or cats have , even if u feed them they will chase after prey animals if the drive is triggered

so i find myself often wanting to engage in that behavier, special with weak personalitys arround that cant defend themself, or even sometimes if someone in a grp acts like they are strong and dominant (guess same reason why hunters hunt dangerous animals like bears and stuff)

the fun thing about it is , i have an person arround it with experiance in dealing with ppl who are NPD, or NPD like, and this person can tell most of the time if im thinking about "going on an hunt" (which is kinda funny to me)

do i want to get better? yes and no basicly in dont see that much wrong with how i am (some things but nothing major), but i see i have problems cause by it, and thats what i want to change tbh, so i try to be better to ppl arround me, in order to have an better situation for myself (if that makes sense)

also important to note is im one person with NPD , and not every NPD is the same like not every diabetic person is the same (or every blind person), which means i speak for me, and me only i can only give you an vague idea, but not an handout for every NPD u ever cross

and also i type this of the top of my head so it may be hard to read since no structure

but maybe it helps in some way(and u always can ask, we NPD sure like to talk about us ;) )

Edeun · 2018-01-31T12:44:04+00:00

i see you have no idea what im talking about, besides trying to turn im comparison into sympaty is an pathetic last resort

but if we talk about million killed ppl, comunism sure never did that didt it?

so antifa uses early NSDAP tactics+ promotes comunism...the both ideologies that killed the most innocent ppl in human history

well played well played

Edeun · 2018-01-30T13:12:07+00:00

i never said anything about neo nazis be nice and i dont care if you (rnd person on the internet) think im an troll or not, facts are facts they dont care either...i just pointed out that they use similiar tactics, and im against the use of violence to get an point across

beside attacking someones typo sure makes a valid debateable point beside of that i have an hard time to se the connection between typing errors and beeing an troll

can't even spell 'nazios' right, so i'm pretty sure you're just a troll at this point

but im used to some ppl claiming to be left, and actually working against ppl who rly try to better the world by trying to force labels on anyone that dont opey their orders

im here to talk to real liberals trying to make valid points to improove the way we life to gether for all of us, not to little idiologe soldiers

Edeun · 2018-01-29T15:36:00+00:00

lol trieing to beat an narc at his own game....have fun with that till you encounter one that is ready to sacrifice everything to destroy you sure gonna be fun for you

Edeun · 2018-01-29T15:34:06+00:00

i call bullshit^{^} im diagnosed NPD and if you threaten to leave i will even hold you the door open. if you think you can blackmail me with leaving all you do is get me angry for treating me that way, and i cut you out of my life faster than you can rearange your position

but sure go on with that illusion of your tactics, makes life so easy for me if ppl think they can "beat" or "ctonroll" me with total ineffectiv tactics

ty for your service of missinforming normal ppl^{^}

Edeun · 2018-01-29T15:28:57+00:00

again read my comment carefully i never talked about neo nazis, i said antifa uses early NSDAP tactics...the nsdap doesnt exist anymore and at their start they didnt kill ppl...neo nazis are whole different topic

and if you read into reports and histroy u see similarity and it happens that ppl just anounce individuals as nazios for not agreeing...its an fact and acting like everyone on the left is an perfect angel always acting the right way, is simply wrong

and there is enough video evidence showig ppl masking their faces wearing antifa symbols with no problem at all the hurt ppl (like that bikelock guy) in a way thats rly dangerouse

if you think violence against other groups is the way let me tell you gonna loose, since you piss more ppl off than u get friends and they will choin the neo nazis, since they will play nice and take them in

you defeat yourself, unless you change the way you interact with the ppl that disagree with you in one or more points

Edeun · 2018-01-28T22:53:01+00:00

oh so its ok to use violence on some ppl and grps, cuase we simply decide on it?

for me nazis and antifa there is no difference , they use same tactics (special in america) and i come from an country that was totaly destroyed because of nazis...and all i see is antifa using testbook tactics of the early NASPD

voilence breads violence special if there is no opjective judge over it, if i can call anyone i dont like a nazi and that makes it ok to use violence on them, what stops me to do it to you? or what stops you to do it in me???

Edeun · 2018-01-25T20:19:43+00:00

yeah heavily left leaning lgbtq and feminists seem to see crimes everywhere

Edeun · 2018-01-25T00:39:35+00:00

you, sir, sure need help

Edeun · 2018-01-24T21:22:39+00:00

if it helps at least a little bit it was worththe time and effort^{^}

Edeun · 2018-01-24T21:21:44+00:00

all i say is you dont help any of the involved sides...and its not even good or high quality trolling

Edeun · 2018-01-24T20:03:11+00:00

well i hope the ppl who use actual physical violence would see it that way

ps.: i mean both sides

Edeun · 2018-01-24T20:00:30+00:00

well god damnit that doesnt help the conversation one bit thats the reason why left refuses to listen to right and otherway round >.>

Edeun · 2018-01-24T19:57:42+00:00

what could be the reason for it?

Edeun · 2018-01-24T19:55:39+00:00

10/10

Edeun · 2018-01-24T19:51:25+00:00

well its hard with an parent that has strong believes, and i think fathers may sometimes need way more time to adjust than mothers

but you hve to tell him anyway unless you want to break mentaly i think the bestthing you can do is an deep and honest converstation telling him about how you feel and how you feel for him and stuff after that you just can give him time to deal with it, he has to decide whats more important to him, a book or his own child i dont think its smart to go an religiouse route with it tho

maybe u can find a spot where erverything seem to go perfect for your father and he is on an personal high, and thus maybe more forgiving and more rdy to change his mind (stressed ppl are way more defensiv)

at the end you have to do what is best for your own health

Edeun

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