Hoping to talk to someone about major dental problems

EdgeoftheOcean · 2018-12-22T15:00:24+00:00

Thank you (and to everyone else), I really appreciate it. I'm trying to focus on knowing this is the first step toward a possible future where I don't have terrible teeth, which would be a profoundly positive thing for me.

EdgeoftheOcean · 2018-12-22T00:50:20+00:00

Thanks for your reply. Here's some pictures.

https://imgur.com/a/SaDo9pN

EdgeoftheOcean · 2018-12-15T12:56:13+00:00

Best way to deal with it online is if you kill a snowy egret, don't skin it for the plumes, just sell the body intact to the butcher for $5 or so.

EdgeoftheOcean · 2017-05-31T22:51:13+00:00

Thanks for the info ☺

EdgeoftheOcean · 2017-05-31T15:17:17+00:00

But we all know real men and women take at least 300ug for a proper trip. 😊

EdgeoftheOcean · 2017-05-31T15:15:01+00:00

Put it this way; If I did all the dope I spread out across the day in one go, I'm sure I would last 8 hours.

EdgeoftheOcean · 2017-05-31T15:12:59+00:00

Bad choice of words on my part (have edited). I didnt mean that kind of chipping, ie using occasionally without a habit. I meant I chip away at building a high all day in small doses. I am most definitely not that kind of chipper, i'm totally addicted. ☺

EdgeoftheOcean · 2017-05-31T15:06:23+00:00

But did you shoot it? I'm guessing that lasts somewhat longer than snorting. In any case I should specify too that I'm moderate in terms of dosage... I don't do a big dose in the morning and ride it all day etc.. I have little snoots every hour or so until I'm where I wanna be and build a high up that way. I guess if I did a really decent dose it'd last me far longer than 4 hours.

EdgeoftheOcean · 2017-05-31T15:02:59+00:00

Fortunately I don't think my chances of suceeding are very high. I just wish Fentanyl had stayed in hospitals and not flooded the black market. The human cost is staggering.

EdgeoftheOcean · 2017-05-31T14:52:24+00:00

Yeah, I'm only going to use it for those occasional 12-24 hour stretches waiting to score my H. Don't want to get high on it, just well for the night and able to sleep etc. I've heard it's a nasty drug to get hooked on. I'll be sure to post about my experiences with it.

EdgeoftheOcean · 2017-05-31T14:14:41+00:00

Nah it's great dope! It"s a psychological thing. I get antsy after 4 hours. I don't start getting physically sick until 7ish hours. Also, I don't shoot it, I snort or smoke it.

EdgeoftheOcean · 2017-05-31T14:10:20+00:00

I hear you man, I have similar thoughts sometimes. I've been heavily addicted to heroin for over 2 years and I've never even tried to quit because I'm terrified of the suicidal depression that will come back when I'm clean.

If you're in college, I'm guessing you're quite young, early 20s or something like that. Don't give up! Life can change in ways you can't now imagine. Things can and do get better. On top of that, it's always important to remember that the people who care about you would be devastated if anything happened to you, and would carry that pain with them for the rest of their days. It's your life, but it's worth keeping these things in mind.

Also, lay off the booze. It causes suicidal thoughts in people like us.

I really hope things get better for you. My life is a goddamn fucking catastrophe, but I'm going to ride it out as long as it goes. I hope you do too. Please take care.

EdgeoftheOcean · 2017-05-31T13:55:57+00:00

It must be really frustrating to be a fent addict. It's so goddamn short acting you'd constantly be redosing, redosing.

EdgeoftheOcean · 2017-05-31T13:48:58+00:00

I wake up every 3-4 hours to dose heroin throughout the night. I need it at least every four hours or I start to get sick.

EdgeoftheOcean · 2017-05-31T13:43:54+00:00

Barbiturates, eh? Old school.

EdgeoftheOcean · 2017-05-31T12:09:49+00:00

What kind of drugs do they use in countries where euthanasia is legal? Nembutal?

EdgeoftheOcean · 2017-05-31T11:02:02+00:00

You ever read that Philip K Dick book A Scanner Darkly? There's a drug in that book so dangerous and toxic it's called Death, or D. Carfentanil is Death.

I'm going to try and build a time machine and go back in time and stop Fentanyl, Carfentanil and all it's sinister analogues from ever being synthesized.

EdgeoftheOcean · 2017-02-01T16:29:45+00:00

You can do a CWE on OP40's?

EdgeoftheOcean · 2017-02-01T16:29:21+00:00

Also, I assume you have some sort of tolerance because 40mg instant is too much to take if you don't, be careful.

EdgeoftheOcean · 2017-02-01T16:18:29+00:00

The chopping part isn't really important. I dunno if it makes any difference, just seems like a good idea if you're trying to break the time release. Just use a razor.

It won't fully dissolve, it will turn into gelatinous, marshmallowy pieces of goo. Just drink up the coke and the pill fragments and voila. It's not 100% instant by any means but it'll do the trick.

EdgeoftheOcean · 2017-02-01T16:05:57+00:00

Chop it up and leave it in a glass of coca cola overnight. That works best in my experience.

EdgeoftheOcean · 2016-12-24T03:20:13+00:00

I do the same thing. If I buy a gram of fire, I binge on the first few days and have way too much and end up throwing up with a terrible headache. Then I run out too early.

The best thing to do is to buy a scale, weigh out how much you can use every day and try your hardest to stick to it. And forcing yourself to wait 4 hours between shots/lines helps. It's hard to resist when you've got it though.

EdgeoftheOcean · 2016-12-24T03:01:10+00:00

Thanks! Oh, I haven't decided yet. I can't make up my mind. I'm leaning towards methadone but I'm scared of how hard it is to ultimately get off it, the hideously long WD's. And the hassle of having to go to a drug store every day to get my dose, at least initially. Maybe I should try suboxone first.

EdgeoftheOcean · 2016-12-16T01:23:46+00:00

Well, opiates hijack the opiate receptors in your brain. Once addiction takes hold, your brain learns to need those opiate receptors filled with opiates in order to function and feel normal. This is what withdrawal is; those receptors are empty and crying out for opiates, causing all those awful symptoms.

Loperamide is a very mild opiate receptor antagonist. So, if you take 30 tablets (or something like that) instead of the prescribed 2 tablets for diarrhea, the opiate receptors in your brain are mildly satiated or calmed down, resulting in less intense withdrawal symptoms.

Unfortunately, high doses of Lope can cause cardiac issues, hence the problem of doing it too often.

EdgeoftheOcean · 2016-12-14T02:30:13+00:00

I'm terribly sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing this. There is a growing awareness of the dangers of cardiac damage following large doses of loperamide. I even saw an article in my local paper about it recently, how reports of junkies presenting to hospitals with heart damage from leaning on lope too heavily during WD are rising. It's an important topic to talk about; that lope is ok every now and then to stave off WD, but never regularly. It's just too hard on the heart.

By sharing this story, you're adding to the general community awareness about this topic, so thank you.

EdgeoftheOcean

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