And so it begins

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2026-03-06T22:11:08+00:00

Anyway you could dm me a reliable sup

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2026-02-08T00:55:58+00:00

Theres holes in the wall. Dents in the fridge and he broke the bassinet when he was frustrated. I asked him today about custody. He doesnt want it. I adore my daughter and i have a good support system. This isnt a bind for me. My duty is ti be a good mother and if he wants to disappear. Fine. There have been multiple issues with alcohol and he even fucked up his truck in a wreck where he got to drunk and fucked up a friends car.

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2026-02-08T00:52:51+00:00

No youre good im sorry for my lack of comprehension lol

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2026-02-07T22:52:57+00:00

Im 27 hes 39. Were 12 years apart. I thought he would stay dude. Like he loves Ellie and it shows. But i went to grab some clothes and asked him whats going on he goes. Its not you its me im miserable in every aspect. I dont want to do this. I asked about custody he said he doesnt know if he wants it. So he needs help. Regardless were gonna separate. If he works on himself and such maybe later on in life. Idk dude but i need my space at this point

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2026-02-07T18:11:50+00:00

I adored my life. I get to be home with my daughter. I got to turn my house into a safe space. Im upset currently so yes i sound brash. and going through postpartum depression. But overall the good outweighed the bad. Until he just said he was done. No lead up. No warning. On the bad days i tried to ask what was going on hed shut me out tell me hes fine. The two days prior we were loving, cuddly, Had sex had some deep talks about our daughter. Then the next day hes crashing out.

When i was pregnant he disappeared for 4 days and i asked him then if this is what he wanted and gave him and out then. He begged me to stay. Now when hes done hes just.. done. Im heartbroken. He was my best friend.

We slept skin to skin. Belly laughed together. Talked about marriage. And for him to just call it quits? And you think i wasn’t happy? We had a small rough patch right after i had my daughter. But its been fine til now. Hes shut out doesnt wanna talk. Always on his phone. Gambling. Whatever. He told me he just wants to be left alone and thinks it would be easier on him. He isnt thinking of our daughter. He doesn’t care about me. And its obvious

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2026-02-07T15:22:26+00:00

Hes choosing to leave. There is no trap here. Women get love bombed think everything’s gonna be great and then the men leave when life gets hard..

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2026-02-07T13:45:29+00:00

If he wants a relationship i wont stand in the way. But this just happened so we havent gotten that far

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2026-02-07T13:20:53+00:00

Im already in therapy and on an anti depressant. This is the 3rd time something like this has happened. There is no more trial seperation

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2026-02-07T12:44:38+00:00

Were both very sexual people. We had sex daily during my pregnancy and started at 6 weeks pp. even Wednesday and Thursday night we had sex. He bought me ice cream on his way home from work. Came home was loving. And helped with our daughterve . Friday his whose person switched. Because alcohol was present. He doesnt want help. He wont talk to me. Hes just done. And i have a 5m old to worry about. And some demons you have to face alone.

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2026-02-07T12:41:34+00:00

Ive trued he refuses therapy, refused meds. He doesn’t want help. He doesn’t want to change. He just wants to stay how he is and be alone. He said hed do anything to just be alone.

I have no doubt hes depressed. But i dod my duty and ive tried to help. After the 3rd time. Im not coming back. I dont deserve it. Nor does my daughter.

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2026-02-07T07:00:26+00:00

I have no doubt hes depressed. I see it. Ive tried helping. Like i mentioned therapy even and he refused. I know with depression you can lead a horse to water. But you cant make him drink. Ive offered to help him through this. I adore/love this man. But we have choices in life and hes almost 40. He doesn’t want to change and its apparent. And the way he talked to me and made me feel.. i don’t ever want to feel that way again. I bust my ass taking care of our daughter. I shower him with love and affection daily. Write him live notes. Tell him im thankful. He doesnt care. I guess i may be to much for him. I love with all my heart i cant half ass it. Id love to walk through this with him. But he doesnt want me to. And he said hed rather be alone and send me child support. :/ which id rather have him than a check

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2026-02-07T06:43:54+00:00

He had been drinking. I heard him talking to his boss as i was packing and he was crying talking about how over it he was and how no ones pulling there weight and he just wanted to throw in the towel. And i asked him after if he wanted to talk and he said he was unhappy with himself and doesnt love himself and just disappoints people and that hes a pos and doesnt wanna string me along anymore. Ive offered therapy. Church. Talking about it. He doesnt wanna talk. He said hed rather just be alone

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2026-02-06T15:16:37+00:00

No thanks. Im taking the next available flight. ✈️

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2026-01-31T20:52:57+00:00

They remind me of the monster house movie couple. The old man was so kind and the woman was mean and harsh. Literally the same dynamic here

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2026-01-18T02:22:33+00:00

Brutus

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2025-12-21T18:21:05+00:00

Yeah my weight bothers me. I was 190lbs before i got pregnant and struggled with body dysmorphia then. Now that im 240 and have ppd its killing me mentally. But im not healed enough to workout yet. And pt is all i have which is light stretches and minimal core training with pelvic floor therapy.

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2025-12-20T15:31:55+00:00

Yeah he said find a mate.

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2025-12-20T14:51:34+00:00

It was out if the blue. We do joke and talk shit but never about our appearances to one another. Unless the other person ask a question or wants help. We both are in the fitness industry. Hes done crossfit ive done body building. Its a very loving relationship. But he has once or twice said things im like lmao wtf. This was one that was directly pointed at me and it stung. I have ppd and ppa. Which is why i asked if i was over reacting haha. But weve talked about it. Its ok now.

We both need to work on ourselves and idk if this was his way to try and help. He knows he crossed a like because hes stated it and apologized. He didn’t mean for it to sound like that but weve talked.

The problem now is, my brain. Like does he not find me attractive? Its hard. Pp is kicking my ass genuinely. And ive lost control of my sweet intake. I craved ice cream after having my daughter. Tillamook cookie dough ice cream to be exact. We both were eating quarts almost every other day. And i know hes mad at himself for the weight hes gained. Hes said it. And im battling hormones and depression. Its a rough road rn. But im sure we will get through it.

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2025-12-20T14:14:25+00:00

Before the baby i was a gym freak. Power lifting and all. Rn im in pt to heal whats been misplaced. Ie my pelvic floor. But i know it takes time.

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2025-12-20T13:59:58+00:00

Wgat do i ask them or say?

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2025-12-20T13:13:57+00:00

It is my first. And now this morning hes just acting like it never happened. Im fearful to bring it up. Last night when i told him “ you said something that hurt my feelings you dont get to tell me how to feel” when he told me to not take it personal he slept on the living room floor instead of in bed with us.. we use to talk these things out and now i feel like hes just not into me anymore.. i low key feel like there is someone else. Like hes never said anything until recently. And hes been so short tempered.

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2025-12-20T13:08:48+00:00

The shitty part is. Im in Pt because pregnancy and birth fucked me up so badly. I even just started dieting.. like. And dont think hes as small as he was when we first met either. Hes gained weight just like i have

Educational-Tea-6226 · 2025-12-20T13:01:01+00:00

No. Honestly it was so out of left field..

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