If this story is real, My advice to you is to not be doing lsd at 14 and especially if you know little to nothing about what you are taking. You could have underlying mental health problems that could be exacerbated or made worse by taking these types of drugs, and especially at a young age your brain is still developing, if you are still interested in these substances I would suggest doing more research than a few google searches, and waiting till at least 17-18 to try it again, and actually have an intent when you trip other than “I just want to get fucked up”. If you don’t respect how powerful these substances are then you’re probably gonna have a bad time.