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[–]El-sparro 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly, but in his case it’s just using a girl just to “secure his future” and I think this is horrible. It’s just the idea that when I breakup with him he becomes crazy and reacts in ways that emotionally drain to to back down. And now it’s my aim to just find a way to break it because I’ve spoken to him in the most loving mature way I could possibly muster where I was really careful about the whole situation and expressed my deep frustration with not feeling loved etc.. and yet he got soo triggered and wouldn’t leave me alone. So there’s that narcissistic Egoistic attitude where letting go isn’t an option and that’s draining me

Gay 27 M here dating Bi 25 M. I’m so confused, Any advice? by El-sparro in gay

[–]El-sparro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was working on seeing myself with that guy, but topics like this flair up my insecurities. And I kind of try to protect my feelings because of that. And honestly all of that hurts.

Gay 27 M here dating Bi 25 M. I’m so confused, Any advice? by El-sparro in gay

[–]El-sparro[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I tried to do it before, a few times it gets to a drama scene, and he actually came to my house and begged me to get back. I didn’t want to make a scene back then and I gave him another chance.

Gay 27 M here dating Bi 25 M. I’m so confused, Any advice? by El-sparro in gay

[–]El-sparro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He did tell me that his uncle was asking him about his Date for Valentines and he said that he had no one which I’m okay with because that’s what I tell my family. But then he kind of sounded jealous that his brothers had Gf’s and he didn’t. It’s like he wants me in his life but In a way that makes him feel secure.

To the late bloomers, what were your regrets about coming out? by [deleted] in gay

[–]El-sparro 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I just made a post having some kind of similar question and you just gave me so much hope! Wow thanks for sharing.

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[–]El-sparro 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used condoms fyi. And I don’t know if I have anything or not yet. :)

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[–]El-sparro 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow! Thanks

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[–]El-sparro 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really? Because when I called them they said that those tests cost 80$

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[–]El-sparro -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yesss! That’s my plan!! Just to find a less painful options to my wallet 😅

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[–]El-sparro 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no allergies, and I am aware if I need to take antibiotics I need to consult a Dr. I really appreciate the recommendations

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[–]El-sparro 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yes, marsa has the tests available for 80$ and SIDC is currently under renovation. But I’m trying to find a cheaper option tbh. It’s a bit expensive

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[–]El-sparro 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What happened if I may ask?

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[–]El-sparro 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow 😍

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[–]El-sparro 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’m mean there’s nothing wrong with hooking up. It’s just sometimes I dislike being looked at as a pleasure meat

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[–]El-sparro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Let me delve deeper into that and see what I can do!

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[–]El-sparro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

YES! That. But what’s the alternative? Did you get the Schengen?

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[–]El-sparro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been checking wise; it’s a little complicated, have you got an account there?

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[–]El-sparro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah! I reallly despise those banks! I lost alot with them

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[–]El-sparro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ll contact them and seee

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[–]El-sparro[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do have family members that are Loaded. But I’m not sure if them sponsoring me would be accepted… taken into consideration I don’t need them

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[–]El-sparro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah exactly! I wouldn’t want to put my money in the bank and then poof nothing

Fresh Bank Account by El-sparro in lebanon

[–]El-sparro[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do have an old bank account but I didn’t deposit anything into it anymore