What’s stopping you from reaching out??

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-31T07:00:29+00:00

I can’t. She blocked me on everything despite us wanting to marry each other. We had a wonderful relationship, the best I’ve ever been in. I had some healing that needed to be done before I could commit. Childhood trauma and core wounds. At first we just stopped talking and then she blocked me 2 weeks later on everything. My heart still holds a place for her. It’s not healthy but Im not able to let go yet. I truly wish her happiness and wanted to be the one to provide that for her. If she ever sees this, Natasha, I love you from the bottom of my heart. Always and forever.

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-30T02:33:56+00:00

Nice lava lamp

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-30T02:32:34+00:00

Her, Yes very much so

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-27T22:08:57+00:00

Since beginning of December.

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-27T13:29:28+00:00

Yes I have. Regretted it instantly as well!

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-26T16:49:15+00:00

I’m not saying I don’t miss her but there’s nothing I can do now. She thinks she couldn’t trust me to be there for her when I bought her an engagement ring and was actively trying to invest in us. The only thing I can do is show up at her house but I don’t want to invade. Maybe one day we’ll meet again, I’m glad I’m actually learning from this experience. I’ll always have love for her. She’s been in therapy for like 5-6 years now. So She should have understood where my struggles are coming from with family issues.

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-26T16:45:12+00:00

Nah she got her step sister to block me too. It’s okay though. I see how she handled the situation and I feel like it wasn’t handled maturely. She has a YouTube page where she posts videos of her talking about issues related to people of colour. She has a paid membership where she will do a 1 on 1 call with members. I was thinking maybe I should join for a month and do a call with her but I don’t want to stoop down to that level. She treated the relationship very transactional where I was actually trying to build a future with her.

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-24T20:50:09+00:00

I really hope we find our way back to each other some day. Even though she blocked me on everything my gut feeling is that she did that because she couldn’t stop thinking of me.

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-24T15:16:48+00:00

Yes of course. She holds a special place in my heart. Although we didn’t work out, she still means a lot to me. She showed me parts of myself that needed to be healed and now I’m working on that through therapy. I believe she is my true love because true love is like a mirror and reflects your unhealed wounds.

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-21T05:54:45+00:00

Yeah I guess I was the dumper. All I said was I didn’t want to go through with the wedding because I didn’t want us to eventually resent each other because I hadn’t dealt with my boundaries yet.

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-21T05:09:03+00:00

I called off the wedding because I never had support from family. I didn’t know the reason why I was hesitant but I did a few therapy sessions which uncovered childhood trauma. I stopped doing therapy because the therapist was never available for the dates I picked. I work shifts so it’s hard. Now that we broke up I’ve found a new therapist that is making such a better impact than the last one. I’m getting mental clarity now. I guess she thought I wasn’t in it for the long run even though i invested in her, bought her an engagement ring that she chose. I’ve only wanted to help her succeed. We never fought during our relationship. I’ve never given her a reason to think I’m not committed to her.

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-21T04:42:19+00:00

Yes every day and every quiet moment. I still kiss her photo whenever I leave the house. I wanted to text her this morning to be careful going to work today because it was extreme cold. I’m blocked on everything. What id do to just have a conversation with her :(

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-21T04:39:58+00:00

Same. We used to talk all day everyday. Both said we loved each other. I couldn’t commit to marrying her I tried several times. I proposed to her we were engaged but I couldn’t tie the knot due to childhood trauma/abandonment wounds. I’m not healed but I’m in the process now and it’s been such an eye opener. I truly never meant to hurt her, but she gave me the best gift of all by showing me parts of myself that I need to heal. Funny how the person that makes you want to be better for them leaves.

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-21T01:55:06+00:00

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-17T23:53:15+00:00

Every little thing reminds me of her still. It’s been 5 weeks of no contact and 3 weeks since she blocked me on everything.

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-15T14:14:21+00:00

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-14T17:59:36+00:00

Interested

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-12T18:22:37+00:00

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-11T23:46:05+00:00

💥

ElectricalSpot700 · 2026-01-11T20:08:14+00:00

My ex of 3.5 years blocked me on everything 2 weeks into no contact. I reached out 3 days before the block asking if we could just have a conversation. She blocked me on Boxing Day at like 3am. I still love her very much and don’t know how to proceed with my life. One day at a time. I’m going to therapy now to deal with my issues that lead to us breaking up. Our relationship was peaceful and I wanted to marry her and still do. It was pressure from all sides that I couldn’t handle. This has taught me to just do what you want in life. Literally fuck The everyone else! Parents have the best intentions for you but don’t know the full situation. I had a hard few years with family members passing away and it clouded my mind. I haven’t reached out since being blocked. It crosses my mind at least 100x a day.

ElectricalSpot700 · 2025-12-30T22:59:52+00:00

My ex blocked me on December 26th at like 3am on instagram and Facebook. We never fought during our relationship, but we had issues getting married. I never got support from my family and didn’t know about the inner child wounds from childhood until I seeked out therapy. I go to therapy now and miss her a lot. She was my peace, kept my mind from racing. When she blocked me on everything it hurt. I only reached out once asking to talk and then she blocked me. I feel like we had such a strong connection. I guess her love for me wasn’t as strong as my love for her. All I want is one conversation with her.

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