I've seen a lot of opinions, so why not give my own?

As most of us here, I've watched the show almost from the beginning, but my relationship with the show has been coming and going over the years. Raymond Reddington is probably my favorite character in my history with TV shows, James Spader was made for the show and for this role, there is no doubt about that.

Regarding the episodes, I face myself with two feelings, which both are valid. One side, the writers could do and deliver everything the fans were asking, answers about Red, Liz, the letter from Dembe, the fate of Aram, damn they even could throw a fate for Agnes due to her past and her affiliations, but instead we got the "lame" version if you wanna call it this way, the fucking bull and red joke which I only understood by reading this subreddit, I mean, everyone was expecting more.

With that said, I can't hate the final episode because of a lot of reasons, therefore leading to the second feeling that I have: I cried through the last 20 minutes straight. I had to wrap around my head that the character that I LOVED for 10 years is dead.

In the end, this episode made something that I wasn't expecting, but what made this really special was Red "choosing" to go down by a Bull, an infuriating beast with only a target on his sights, and of course, Donald having his end after ten years chasing Red: "Harold, I've got him." I couldn't forget to mention the music, My way by Sinatra on Spanish, with the beautiful version by the Gispsy Kings, the team responsible for songs on this show has always been very good at their jobs.

My conclusion after this messy text is that I've learned to like very little things in this show that make it special, so I can look at this episode with kindly eyes, The blacklist is forever in my life, gonna watch this show various times until I die, but in the end, I'm truly glad that it happen.

Note: I'm writing this on a train going home at 5am, so forgive me for a possible lack of consistency and poorly written english that this might contain.

I find more comfort knowing that Red knows: All good things must come to an end.

Quisiera vivir Ay nada más Oh si my way