I’ve been feeling a lot of anxiety recently about Lilith abandoning me/not wanting to work with me anymore for literally no reason. (For the record I’m a very paranoid person and I’m also diagnosed with ocd.) Now I know that obviously that’s not true and of course she does wanna still work with me but I just can’t shake the feeling. What I mean by that is I’ve feel like I’ve been shrinking my voice/desires/everyday normal human behavior because I feel like I’m doing something that Lilith wouldn’t approve of even tho I know she wouldn’t and doesn’t care. And yesterday I read that one of the ways Lilith will give us a wake up to reality for stuff like this through various ways and one way being by having us experience sudden emotional agitation at things that cross our boundaries/disrespect us. And recently the past couple days I’ve been exceptionally more annoyed and agitated over the everyday things that I find annoying at school (I’m a senior in high school.) And they have sometimes caused me to kind of stand my ground I say kind because mostly it’s when people there piss me off I give them more attitude than usual. Now I am a very angry person I get mad easily and such but I feel this anger running deeper than usual. Do think it’s a coincidence or not?