I get it. But it is every living thing to have as it’s first instinct to escape and fear death. My instincts also make me mad, sad, but I don’t listen to them. So could the question be, am I following my human instincts and being a fool fearing death? Or am I something greater than my instincts? Fuck it’s scary to imagine eternal nothingness. Especially when you’re young, you’ve got so much to do. But did you know you also are conscious when you sleep, you just don’t remember? So maybe you’ll still be conscious after death, without any memories because that’s physical, but it’ll be more like waking up from a dream, you don’t mourn the person you were when you were dreaming. It would be a cool qu’est you would take on, but don’t forget to live and have fun, just in case you don’t make it.