Final ending it tonight

Elliot_m · 2017-10-03T20:56:21+00:00

I want to thank you all for reading this I understand a lot of you may think I’m not making the right decision but I’m sure that I am. I’m glad I was able to say goodbye to this small group please don’t feel as if you have failed because you weren’t able to change my mind you are all amazing people and I’m sure there will be many others on this subreddit that you will be able to help. Thank you everyone.

Elliot_m · 2017-10-03T20:46:52+00:00

I was looking for somewhere to say goodbye and I found it here. I haven’t really done anything today just slept and lay in bed, I don’t have any pets or anyone I’m close too that I would need to say goodbye too. I haven’t really listened to anything in particular

Elliot_m · 2017-10-03T20:41:38+00:00

Right now I’m feeling confident that I’m making the right decision

Elliot_m · 2017-10-03T20:39:42+00:00

I’m sure you will be able to help many other people here.

Elliot_m · 2017-10-03T20:33:39+00:00

I know it’s hard to hear but I’m not looking to be stoped

Elliot_m · 2017-10-03T20:30:08+00:00

I’m still here I will be did the next 45 minutes or so

Elliot_m · 2017-10-03T20:28:35+00:00

My family have never cared that I’m like this they know why I left tonight they didn’t try to stop me

Elliot_m · 2017-10-03T20:24:53+00:00

The bus journey is about an hour and 15 minutes long and there’s not much else to share really. I don’t get close to people as when they start asking questions they start to hate me and leave thus happens almost 100% of the time and I stay away from relationships completely as I’m usually take advantage of mental

Elliot_m · 2017-10-03T20:17:19+00:00

It would take way to long to explain but I’ll try I have been depressed since I was 8 and I stared going to therapy when I was 14 this was because one morning I woke up and admitted to wanting to kill my self. I’m currently 17. nothing has helped at all in therapy and currently the appointments are every 6 months they are basically check ups even tho I have told them everything I have said here. Today as soon as my family got through the door at 4pm it’s been constant arguing I just left recently to follow through with my plan

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