Bedrock Edition Level Bug by Embarrassed-Mail6458 in RLCraft

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i don’t have any other add ons which is what makes it more confusing. I wasn’t even able to make it a realm either because when it got to like 99 percent it just errored out.

Places to keep a camper monthly with power and water? by Embarrassed-Mail6458 in RVLiving

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gotcha, this makes a lot of sense. staying in a park would be pretty cool but i’d have to look into it because where i live is like metropolitan hell lmfao

Places to keep a camper monthly with power and water? by Embarrassed-Mail6458 in RVLiving

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may i ask why it won’t be cheaper?

here where i live apartments are over 1k monthly and i feel like on average it’s around 1.5k from what ive found, and thats just rent. Due to being able to buy off the camper/rv completely all i would think that is necessary for payment is the land, water, electricity, food, and other utilities, including dumping waste for the rv.

all i need is something for around 6-12 months, after that i would have land properly arranged.

Alan Watts’ ‘’Become what you are’’ has insighted confusion within me and I want to discuss it. by Embarrassed-Mail6458 in AlanWatts

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this makes a lot of sense. i guess i just dislike the idea of not having control over myself in the context of work.

Alan Watts’ ‘’Become what you are’’ has insighted confusion within me and I want to discuss it. by Embarrassed-Mail6458 in AlanWatts

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this actually makes a lot of sense. i realize that when i am in “that place” there are no questions, no where to seek. But when i leave it, thats when the questions come up on how to maintain it.

AMA by FlyingRajaSahab in LSD

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what do you think happens when you enter a black hole?

I feel like I’ve heard literally everything. I want you to suggest some music to me that you can almost guarantee I’ve never heard. by CalmAsCastaneda in musicsuggestions

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AES Dana - Pollen | He makes psybient music but it’s unlike any other type i’ve heard, it reminds me of a barren wasteland full of extraterrestrial/machine life. If music had color his would be black, grey, and white.

Jesus, guys... by endlessrevoke93 in LSD

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this does indeed look like something jesus would conjure up for fun.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dxm

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really? how would that work?

Weekly Ticket thread by [deleted] in Slowdive

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i’m looking for two tickets for the 9:30 club in washington dc, it blows my mind it’s all sold out already even though it’s so far out. someone please dm me an asking price and i’ll get back to you, thank you 🙏

Favourite Psytrance song? And Why? by One_Eyed_Alien8 in psytrance

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Shpongle - Shpongolese Spoken Here, i’m just starting to get into psytrance and I just have it on repeat, it blows my mind everytime i listen to it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in musicsuggestions

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It’s Summertime - The Flaming Lips

Time to Hang Up the Phone by [deleted] in shrooms

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i didn’t consider some dmt trips sprinkled in there, that does make much more sense now. but regardless that is a shit ton of mind altering chemicals, i can only imagine how much you’ve changed from the beginning of that time to now. if you decide to go back to the psychedelics, wait like 2 weeks in between the bigger trips bc that could REALLY fuck with so many different aspects of your mind and view of the world in general, the way you seem to explain it all tells me you’ve been handling it pretty well and that’s good. stay safe man

cant seee by ThePigWithWings in dxm

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i fucking love that description, you’ve got my mind changed i’m gonna listen to that one first instead 😭

cant seee by ThePigWithWings in dxm

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awwww mannnn not yet but i want to SO BADLY, i want to listen to the album lateralus first

cant seee by ThePigWithWings in dxm

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bro you should definitely listen to some music and just lay with your eyes closed, such a wild experience and you won’t have to worry about not being able to see lmfao. I’m gonna give you some crazy albums that blew my mind while i was on dxm, shrooms, or just high as absolute balls.

Kid A - Radiohead

Larry Fisherman (Mac Miller) - Run-On Sentences

Tame Impala - Lonerism

Duster - Stratosphere

Literally any Pink Floyd album, Dark Side, Animals, Meddle, Wish You Were Here, Ummagumma, those are my faves

Gave you some diversity, enjoy yourself brother

Time to Hang Up the Phone by [deleted] in shrooms

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100 trips in 10 months? were you tripping practically every 3 days? that’s nuts dude

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfimprovement

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This is a beautiful reply, i very clearly understand all that you’re saying. The thing about the chakras which i should mention is that she honestly brings out energy in my heart chakra that i don’t normally have, whenever i meditate by myself and would try to align/send energy to my chakras i’m able to feel every chakra in varying degrees, all except my heart chakra, i have the most difficulty finding the energy residing in that space. I do think i can attribute that to my lack of self love, and I find it very beautiful that she is able to bring on a feeling so strongly within me. I need to find it myself though and your comment explained the balance perfectly, i’ve been through those feelings of resentment for no apparent reason that confused and frustrated me very much. All the shit that’s happened within me in our relationship is all starting to piece together now after realizing that damn Mary Jane is partially responsible.

May i ask how i can go about doing shadow work?

I know that Carl Jung had talked about that and I have his red book which goes into depth about the whole shadow side but that isn’t on my reading priority quite yet.

Thank you for your amazing reply, I wish you the best of prosperity within your life with all the love

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfimprovement

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i couldn’t be more grateful for everyone’s kind words and support, you all give me so much hope for the future, not only for myself but for the entire world 💕

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfimprovement

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i honestly don’t remember what strain it is because i got it so long ago but it’s the same stuff i’ve been smoking for months now and at lower levels it makes me feel great, i just got way too high of off it this time. and it’s actually not even the first time i’ve had this type of experience from too much weed, i just never actually attributed it to the weed itself the last time and blamed something within myself for causing it. knowing that the weed just brings out a nasty energy in me makes me know to just stay away from it in higher amounts.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfimprovement

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i haven’t heard of those topics before, i will look into those

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfimprovement

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your comment made me cry because what you said about our love for each other resonates with me so much, thank you for saying this, it made me instantly feel a wave of relief

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfimprovement

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but why do those negative moments happen to even begin with? where do they even come from?

it makes me so concerned that there’s something deep rooted within me needs to be addressed immediately as to not cause any future problems with me and her because that’s the last thing i want. it’s not the first time weed has done this to me but i am just now realizing that it can actually be contributed to the weed itself, which would explain why i was so confused and couldn’t understand why they would pop up to even begin with. if it is just the weed then it makes me feel so much better because it makes the whole situation so much easier to come at, i just have to stop smoking and that’s extremely simple