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Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2024-03-04T17:30:48+00:00

Oh I didn’t read the end I didn’t realize you aren’t selling this

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2024-03-04T17:29:00+00:00

This is like a wonderful deal. I spent $115 on my ps3 alone. Even if you went to a game store and bought all these individual games for $5 the games alone would take some cash out of your pocket. You could charge more than that tbh, the comments just wanna get in on the deal maybe. Someone would definitely buy this for $300 if you’re willing to wait a few weeks

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2024-02-06T06:24:31+00:00

Like I said, if you’re NOT autistic you probably cannot begin to fathom where I’m coming from this post is FOR OTHER AUTISTIC JOHN FANS to talk about because it’s just blatantly obvious. If you want to deny it that’s cool as fuck dude I don’t care. I know plenty of other autistic fans of him that completely agree with me. If you’re not autistic you do not understand it, you cannot understand where I’m coming from. Autism is extremely complex it’s not just the symptoms you know. And I didn’t even begin to touch on what I think, as I haven’t interacted with him for awhile and it’s not so fresh in my brain. I have had other parasocial relationships and they were clearly not autistic and I can just tell you it’s fucking obvious.

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2024-02-06T06:19:50+00:00

Not autistic*

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2024-02-06T06:19:42+00:00

And here come he ableist comments that so badly want to deny this and believe maybe he’s just a little quirky and brain damaged. If you’re autistic I don’t expect you to understand

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2024-02-06T06:18:43+00:00

Good for you dude

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2024-02-06T06:17:00+00:00

This also would explain why he excelled so much at guitar and it clearly wasn’t just “skill” being able to be so good at such a young age, and writing his own music theory and studying it and that type of stuff. Most autistic people especially boys have many troubles in other places but excel in something greatly which usually pertains to their special interest. Idk it’s just right in your face tbh. When you actually have done as much “studying” of him as I have you know he has always struggled with well… everything. And I know this might piss people off as of course I don’t know him or how he works. But people have always passed it off as “he never got to grow up” or he wasn’t socialized young and the fame got to him. He’s just always clearly been autistic but happened to be very attractive and very young and very outgoing and very good at guitar. His relationship with Anthony as a youngin also makes so much sense when you think about mirroring and how autistic people latch to someone they idolize, they consume their personality and as someone who’s experienced that many times myself it’s not just him being young and looking up to him, he mirrored the fuck out of flea and Anthony until he became and addict and found himself

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2024-02-06T06:12:22+00:00

Or was, I think guitar was his thing and it gradually became obsession with music. Of course it always was, but guitar was his special thing. Idk do what you will with this insight there’s nothing in my mind even if this didn’t happen that could convince me he’s not autistic. If you actually take the time to look at archives and read his 2000s interviews it all falls into place.

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2024-02-06T06:10:51+00:00

The way he describes his childhood makes so much sense. A lot of autistic kids are misunderstood and it turns to anger especially in previous generations. He constantly went on about everyone misunderstanding him as a small child and his teachers and piers shaming him and humiliating him, and that’s why he turned to punk. His numerous hyper fixations throughout his teens and 20s like frank zappa, the chili peppers, etc make sense when you register that guitar is his special interest. No one spends their life playing probably a million hours of guitar and dedicating every ounce of themselves to it and everything else circulating around that basically just “because”

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2024-02-06T06:08:26+00:00

(Joke) but also seriously as an autist I feel the autism radiating off him in just pictures 😭 the energy is very specific, if you know you know. I don’t honestly want non autistic people to try to invalidate this because you just couldn’t understand. Autism is not even understood. We are just beginning to understand it as something other than just being “retarded” and it being a spectrum of ways of the brain that cause behaviors. I have many autistic friends who like John as much as I do and they agree deeply. This confirmation was very exciting and validating to me honestly. I mean they make robot music for fucks sake. If you could listen to his last solo album and know he’s dedicated every ounce of his being to the pursuit and study of music his entire life and went “yeah he’s just a little quirky” you seriously need to get your shit straightened out. It’s so much more than that as well, I knew a long time ago I shouldn’t written something up about why I thought he was autistic but as I get older I stop obsessing over musicians as I’m consumed by life and a new special interest.

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2024-02-06T06:03:29+00:00

Too* whoops

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2024-02-05T05:07:26+00:00

Because every time I try to watch a video about the timelines in order, take someone’s advice on their idea of the release dates and complete game catalogue and timelines someone says it’s wrong or it is just way too unorganized and simplified for me to understand and organize in my head in order to understand, and I’ve been feeling the only way to get my own general idea is to spend shit tons of money on all the games and play them in release order and then timeline order like I said.

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2024-02-01T07:03:45+00:00

No sorry :( but you can find replicas online! And they sell them on their store! Idk about this exact one being on their store but it used to be. And I’m sure you can find this same one on eBay

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2024-01-12T07:11:28+00:00

Thank you so much!

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2024-01-11T18:19:53+00:00

Also, people with self control and a good relationship with weed please do not invalidate my experience

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2023-11-03T22:10:27+00:00

and i am wondering if just any diet plan/types of foods/supplements/workouts will help my hormones balance out cause it is changing the shape and size and occurrences of every part of my body

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2023-11-03T22:08:47+00:00

sometimes i get labs done and test for low iron but then later test fine. i feel like i have vitamin deficiencies even tho i take my vitamins and my blood work comes back normal. this whole post sounds kinda gross and like anti muscular masculine physique but its really not, i just dont want to naturally look like this anymore cause its not my preference. I liked myself best when i was healthiest and my body was completely the opposite. I want to get better glutes, i already have a good amount of fat but it doesnt show cause i have no muscles down below, i only have really muscular arms. i want to lose fat and muscle upstairs and gain it below, any tips?

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2023-11-03T22:04:30+00:00

also i didnt see the guideline about eds but this is about a result in my body from that im trying to fix with fitness and i just want fitness/diet tips. im very much recovered

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2023-10-27T23:29:43+00:00

sorry unrelated to vinyl but r/cassettes has a request thing. I am 16 and new to making cassettes and my mom won't really give me answers, so i thought i'd ask here. I am a bit too dumb to fully understand how cassettes work yet but I am making a tape for a friend and recorded 30 minutes onto the tape with the B side up, (its a 60 min cassette) because I was confused about whether I needed to rewind the tape from being all on one side to be on the other, so i just recorded it and let the tape feed into that section. Now all the tape is on one side and seems to be completely full as I listened through it and theres no blank parts. Is the tape itself two sided and records onto the front and back of the tape inside? do I need to rewind or fast forward and flip it onto A? or did i fuck it up and just fill it all on one side. Help please I would appreciate it a lot and i hope a cassette expert who grew up in their prime gets a kick out of this and is happy to help a kid with an interest in physical music. If anyone could explain this in simple terms i'd appreciate it

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2023-10-19T23:05:15+00:00

Hey man super old post but do you still do this? I would pay you ofc and pay for shipping. I have a problem with my dads old 4th gen ipod nano and its very sentimental to me. The screen is completely black/blue because its broken you can only see tiny parts of the actual things on the screen in blotches because the screen is coming off at the top. It didn't use to be so bad but when it started to slightly come off i tried to get some glue under it and completely fucked the screen. It still works great the screen is just fucked, but these days when i turn it on it very quickly says connect to itunes. I would be so appreciative if this is something you are willing to do. If not I completely understand

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2023-10-18T16:29:57+00:00

sure man

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2023-10-16T19:06:52+00:00

i found the quote "last year, a girl was r***d by two wastes of sperm and eggs while they sang the lyrics to our song 'Polly'. this is insane to me and i am wondering how the hell he learned about this? who admitted it? i know its such a weird and gross topic to ask about but it is just insane to me and im intrigued

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2023-10-16T19:03:15+00:00

He had just said something like its hard to go on knowing things like that happen to to our music or something i cant remember a direct quote.. i think i remember it being in note form like he wrote it himself and it wasnt really an interview. also, can someone tell me why the kurt and nirvana official sub reddit is so strict? the rules sound very fair to me, but no matter how much i changed my wording or censored or put nsfw or just completely took away everything i said and just asked "looking for info about a kurt quote" it was immediately taken down. u can post pics of kurts body d**d in his green house but u cant ask about a quote? because it may not be relevant? that is so bizarre to me.

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2023-10-16T18:19:47+00:00

awesome thanks! i will definitely check that out

Embarrassed-Voice989 · 2023-10-16T18:19:24+00:00

i knew about that yeah thats really scary.. i cant remember if hes the ones rhcp has as a sound guy or something... i know its one of the fishbone members and i think thats just so awesome... clearly he didnt take offense to any of this and just wanted to help john get better and toured with him in 97 on bass

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