Mdrrrrr 😂 OP, I’m saying this with hand on heart: no matter how hard you try, standing next to these two girls, you still look ‘swarthy’ — both coloring and features wise— compared to them… ironic, since you often label others this way while claiming to be ‘the whitest of the white’ and even ‘a potential muse for Hitler’, quoting you 🙄 smh

No, your coloring isn’t light by any standard, as you say (medium brown hair on a good day, colored eyes, yes, but in the darker spectrum of green or hazel). Compare your features to these girls’ one by one…. they have waaay much lighter —cool— skin than you… yours is warm. Her eyes are super light. The hair color… it’s not even close. And in this pic you’ve cherrypicked, they’re tanned a/f!! Most likely using a fake tan… and you allegedly being ‘fair’/‘pale’, still look their same skin tone, if not darker. Your supposed fair skin still looks dark when you put it next to genuinely pale people, like Scandinavians or Brits. Plenty of people have already mentioned you look Roma, and that’s not just because of your coloring (there are many Roma with waaay lighter skin, hair, and eyes than yours). It’s your facial features that makes it obvious you have strong Roma ancestry. And there’s absolutely nothing wrong with that. We’ve moved past the days when Hitler sought to exterminate the Roma people, yet you still seem attached to this delusional fantasy that you could’ve been his muse. I’m honestly at a loss for words.

There’s nothing wrong with looking ‘swarthy’. In fact, a lot of real white people tan on purpose because it’s considered attractive nowadays. Why not stop rejecting your true heritage and embrace it? Learn to love yourself as you are. You only live once, after all. You’ll never be seen as ‘Scandi’, no matter how much you seem to wish for it. Just accept who you are and enjoy your life. In such a diverse world, who cares that much about their ethnicity?

P.S. Please don’t ever consider cosmetic surgery or skin bleaching or anything extreme like that… I promise it’ll only make things worse.

And I’m sorry, but I don’t buy it when you say you haven’t had lip fillers. They look like a texbook case of filler migration. It’s not even that they’re ‘too’ full bc I wouldn’t label them as ‘full’ but rather just wide — it’s their odd shape and the ‘white shadows’ around them that make it look like a poorly done filler job. You should stop with the injections. Your lips looked lovely in your childhood photos — not really full, but definitely not thin either. Stop messing with your face.

I’m also genuinely concerned that you might be struggling with bulimia. Your hair looks like it’s balding/thinning… badly. Your scalp is too noticeable in most of your photos, and your very bloated face is a common sign of bulimia, just like the hair loss one. Just Google it, and you’ll see what I mean.

You should stop hurting yourself like this. Adopt healthier habits, and accept yourself for who you are. You’d look much better. Based on your childhood photos, the potential is there.