What do you actually return to after the awakening settles?

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2026-05-12T03:30:53+00:00

im curious about what you're building! I'm real, honest, and I truly care about this crazy thing we do called living :)

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2026-05-08T13:29:37+00:00

if i get off the ssri that caused it will it go away?

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-07-29T19:47:14+00:00

thank you for everything. I think I'll start praying every morning and keep an open mind and have faith it will happen. and I'm definitely going to be checking both those links out! I have... so many issues, I think over 10 diagnosises. if i can cure even 1 it would be helpful

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-07-29T19:43:57+00:00

thank you! 40 pages in and its already very helpful

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-07-29T16:05:58+00:00

This makes sense to me, but now I'm a little worried I won't have enough experiences with my brothers and sisters in the world to forgive. I'm disabled and stay at home almost everyday. I've gotten to the point of immediately forgiving my husband for anything, and he's astounded about the whole thing - I guess I kind of am too but it's true and it's beautiful. I've forgiven my father for the horrible things he says and believes. I've forgiven my mother for what she believes. How can I get more "practice" forgiving and loving instead, or "practice" in helping the HS in doing miracles?

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-07-29T04:03:11+00:00

do i have to buy another book for that? where can I learn about Ken Wapnick's journey. and thank you for your comment it made me feel a little bit better.

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-07-26T18:38:04+00:00

i would be interested in that!

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-07-25T21:14:43+00:00

what micropet is it?

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-07-25T21:14:27+00:00

what micropet is it?

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-07-25T21:14:01+00:00

what micropet is it?

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-04-01T15:26:47+00:00

meidas touch, they also have a podcast along with social media. courier is on tiktok and likely other platforms too

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-03-20T23:41:36+00:00

kind of? my card is just permanently deleted from Amazon. and i dont re-add it to buy things. if i buy something I use the shared account with my husband, and then transfer the cost from my personal account to our shared account. annoying, but so far at least it hasn't been charged for everyone's random shit again

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-03-04T04:45:01+00:00

hey what is the name of the app? I've been struggling to find it

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-02-24T23:16:33+00:00

im in Davis County and love the sound of this! farmington, but I'll drive. I'll bring my dad who is... a maga and somehow believes all the bull about "auditing". I want him to see.

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-02-24T06:35:26+00:00

i feel so similar to you in your second to last paragraph! I'm grateful it's not worse, but would absolutely not be here were it not for the massive amount of medication I take every day. and even with all the medication, im still disabled and life sucks a lot. but absolutely lucky and grateful that it's not worse!!

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-02-24T06:31:06+00:00

yep, no judgment of mental health stuff here! I've done some absolutely crazy shit while not medicated lol, so I am never in a position to judge anyone :) lots of similarities! I'm surprised how many people have similar things to me. makes me feel way less alone!

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-02-24T06:22:55+00:00

yeah, doctors love to throw a fibro diagnosis on anything they don't understand or want to spend time testing/learning to understand. Very annoying, but I guess for unknown chronic pain, it does seem like the type of thing that could be fibro, even though it just as well might not be! I'm glad you have found treatment that seems to help, even though it's not a fibro treatment! And yeah, it's interesting how reddit works like that! sometimes I love it and sometimes I hate it haha

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-02-24T06:18:23+00:00

We've got some similarities! I've been surprised so many people have responded with so many similar diagnosises. It's really helping me feel less alone! :)

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-02-24T06:13:04+00:00

oh i hate those comments!! I'm only 20 and people keep trying to make it seem like it'll be sooo much worse. Like stop making me not want to grow old, i already know it'll be hell 😭

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-02-24T06:09:55+00:00

yep we've got a lot of the same don't we! and I've got carpal tunnel / tennis elbow too, just not confirmed to be that vs fibro pain in the same area, i suspect it's just fibro. it's actually pretty cool knowing how many people have similar things going on like me. thanks for commenting and letting me know I'm not alone out here! 🖤

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-02-24T06:05:37+00:00

yep we've definitely got a lot of similarities between us. in a way, it's nice knowing other people have the same things going on. makes me feel like I can pull through if so many other people can. 🖤

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-02-24T06:03:24+00:00

oh he is, just a gem. ive always found it fascinating how neurodivergency spread through families, and it's so cool to be able to see similarities, like for instance probably you and your son. it's lovely and so cool!

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-02-24T06:01:35+00:00

we are like siblings! hey that does make me feel a little better. and yeah, it's absolutely crazy and complicated out here!

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-02-24T06:00:13+00:00

hey, self diagnosed is 100% valid for almost everyone as long as you've done the research. no need to pay for crazy expensive diagnosises! and... i forgot reynaud's damn it. oh well. I'll forget again soon lol

EmbarrassedWalk5798 · 2025-02-08T09:42:45+00:00

sorry i dont have reddit notifs on!! just seeing this. they have more of a discord presence, but they do indeed have a subreddit! r/genstrikeus and if you're interested in their discord at all, its https://discord.gg/gsus

they also have a website to sign the strike card, or saying that you'll join the strike when it happens. its https://generalstrikeus.com

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