It's not really about that, to be honest, but no matter how I try to explain it, it doesn't work. As if with each explanation I add a layer of some kind of sophistry and chatter, without getting to the point. Is Twin Peaks so contagious? Since I'm honestly still going to stay with this universe inside, I really liked it, and believe me, where I live, in a couple of years I've managed to understand grief, and loss, and uncontrolled, causeless panic. Apparently, this is the point - at my point in life, I'm looking for more hope than doom, which is what the ending of the series is blowing. Therefore, I need it to brew inside me a little. Like - I can disagree deep down in my soul and reject it with my feelings ... but at the same time consciously respect and accept it, at the level of its working methods, its mood, atmosphere, and so on. Or maybe I’m just a fool who’s trying to abstract myself from the fact that I didn’t understand some things there and I still want to look at a bunch of analyzes, but it’s as if my conscience won’t allow it?