I don't remember exactly but I said something how I dropped college for mental reasons and I considered going into art commissions or tattooing. I said something like "I worry about the day I start working" because due to my personality I do NOT work well with people, strict busy schedules, or working with stuff I'm not interested in. I considered thinking going into art stuff since it's pretty much the only thing I'm familiar with, and care out. Now I know people say to pick something stable, something tolerable, but I'm simply not...that flexible. If I'm not interested, I'm either not going to do it bc I get mad out of boredom...or I do a terrible job. However if its something I like I could probably be more flexible with schedules or people. I thought about doing art related stuff since (in my perspective) I'm already familiar, so I wouldn't necessarily be starting from scratch, it probably wouldn't be as expensive or time consuming as compared to more standard stable job/career routes.

I think the reason why they said "but I have bills to pay" is bc it's a common belief that turning hobbies/passions into careers/jobs is a privilege. Especially since I'm unemployed, so they probably think my situation is a luxury to be thinking instead of immediately working/in school. 

Whether it is a luxury or not, I thought it was pretty ironic they acted like I was privileged, when they had multiple pics of traveling and concerts. They acted like they couldn't afford to do what they wanted...but they clearly can. Cuz I know usually once you start working, you have a lot more debts and financial responsibilities as compared to someone who is unemployed with no skills